the beginning or the end?

Birthday day...any plans? =\

2007-08-02T06:58:00.000+08:00

Yes, its my birthday...guess my birthday gift i gave to myself...PASSING MY FTT(FINAL THEORY TEST)...

Went to work yesterday...then took halfday...left at around 12.30pm and decided to find somewhere to dine and study...so i walked and walked and then...TCC came to mind...so i went there...ordered like $30+ worth of food...ALONE! Haha...a main course, a coffee drink and a dessert...it was good! I spent like 2hrs sitting there...cos i was studying after eating...i told myself i just had to pass this test so i studied and studied...then left at about 3pm...arrived at the BBDC at approx 4pm and waited for the test to start...i was isolated from the rest of the room...apparently, the rest that were sitting next to me didnt turn up...so it was good for me! Peace! Haha...so the test began...and i did and did carefully and cautiously...MUST NOT FAIL, MUST NOT FAIL, i kept telling myself...so i carried on doing...then i saw people leaving the room...i was like Ohh so fast ehh...so i peeked at their screen...FAILED! HAHAHAHA I WAS LAUGHING! So many failed...hilarious...ORBI LA! DO SO FAST STUPID! =D
After checking through the questions and sure i got it right, submitted...5,4,3,2,1...PASSED! OLE!!! I WAS SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT AND SOME PEOPLE WAS STARRING AT ME! Who cares about them =) I passed thats all that matters...GoOd birthday gift to myself i guess =)
Too bad it wasnt a car that i won =x

Now i gotta get ready for work...running a lil late already...

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My Saturday short and sweet!

2007-07-29T17:05:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, took part in a competition...the SPH GSS Shop & Win competition...went there...over 600+ ppl...so many...and the prize, a Subaru car worth $69k with an extra $30k of extra gadgets installed inside...all i had to do was fold a paper plane and throw it into the car window...if it lands inside, i get a chance to win it...so i did so...it was havoc...ahh dowan to talk about it lazy to type...

So after that event, i didnt win anything...expected..so went to meet my mum for a facial appointment! O.O...it felt so...PAIN!! really really pain...aha...but at least now my nose looks so CLEAN YAY!! It was relaxing after the painful part so alls well that ends well =)

Rushed down to Orchard after that to meet my frens cos they were celebrating my bday i guess...so we ate and then went for LAN session...FUN RIGHT!!!!! VERY FUN LEI -.-" (Read with sacarsm)

My Bday wish...BRING ME CLUBBING AND GET ONS! HAHAHAHHAHAHA NO JUST KIDDING!

Anyway, think i'll go inline skatin now...BYES

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Confused~Cos no time!

2007-07-24T00:09:00.001+08:00

Seriously i want to post but i dont want to post...thats all i have to say! HAHA! HELP!! I CANT POST BUT I WANT TO!!!!~~

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Legs tired...

2007-07-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

Came back from skating...its super fun and i really enjoy the ice alot...today fell 4times!! 1st time i fall so many times after a long time...lets say...6mths+ at least...but fell cos i am learning new things...and it can only get better as the time passes! Couple of bruises here and there but its all part of learning!

Feeling pretty tired...Tuesday went swimming, Wednesday went to the gym to run, thursday went inline skating(REALLY FUN AS WELL!)...and earlier ice skating...later on gonna be inline again at ECP! I cant wait cos i know i love skating...both ice and inline...but my ice is way much better than inline...so i shall train my inline!

Doing inline really helped me gain more confidence on the ice and thats why i am continuing with both...if 1 benefits the other, why not go for it =D

Oh..still got my 4th driving lesson later on ^^..cant wait for later's activities! its gonna be a blast for me...hope i dun fall down too many times during inline haha...

My legs are super tired and i think i really need to take a break on Sunday...or else my legs gonna really...BREAK! ha~

Oh yea..was supposed to talk about something in the office today...FIRE DRILL!! Super stupid if i must say so myself...i work on the 22nd floor and the lifts are not allowed to be used...so they say we have to take the stairs...initially i didnt want to go down but then i was forced to...so i went...from the 22nd floor to the 1st floor...through the stairs...seriously, if there was a real fire, everyone would be burnt to crisps already...i needed to take 30mins to get down from the 22nd floor...cos everyone was STROLLING and chitchatting away...and then we had to walk all the way to Novena church...and it was pretty warm...so after the thing ended, we went back to the office and i told the supervisor of the whole event...why bother with the fire drill...i took 30mins to get from 22nd to 1st floor...by then everyone would be dead already...she agreed with me...then after that, she mad a few phone calls and did some complain...i heard her complain about how people were not taking it seriously! Haha! Looks like i did some good! Comments coming from an outsider(me) would make the company look really bad...so they have to be seen from a different point of view and taken seriously...
By the way, after i arrived at the 1st floor from the 22nd, my legs were actually wobbly cos they were too tired...not enough rest on my legs due to overexhaustion...at that point, i thought my legs were gonna give way but i managed to continue on walkin wobbily...which was actually an awkward sight HA~~

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MISSING FREN FOR REAL...please help

2007-07-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

This is disturbing news to me..1st time every happened to me...my friend has been missing...my friend just told me and i was skeptic initially till i saw this...shes my secondary sch fren who was supposed to attend a wedding with me and my other frens but apparently she didnt turn up and this is the reason..it has been over 2weeks already and i hope all is well...

To everyone please keep a lookout for her...this is not a HOAX...ITS THE TRUTH AND NO JOKING MATTER...All help is appreciated!

Wish Felicia's family will be able to get through this...she will surely be back!
I'll keep her in my prayers now...this is really freaking worrying like fuck!

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fucked up day! cooled down already~

2007-07-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

Yea...super fucked up day in the office but just came back from a crazy swim...managed to cool down...Hmm...what happened eh...lets see how to begin then...since i'm already cooled down, talking about it will boil me up again and so i shall to remember this day!

Woke up as usual and late as usual...arrived office and settled down...and began to do my usual work...hmm..wait shall label bosses S,T and J(main manager)...
Ok so I am doing my work...then J boss comes up to me...print this out for me...and ammend this excel spreadsheet for me..got some mistakes...urgent...then ok...doesnt seem much so accepted...then later, T boss sends email to ask me bring 1 consultant around to do measurements...ok so another work to do...then later 1 contractor(name him A) comes to do measurements(take note this is a different 1)..then goes to J boss and says he needs to take measurements..then J boss says...go find me, i will bring him around...wtf! Then contractor A comes to me and says J asks me to bring him around...i say erm...wait...then after 2mins, contractor B comes in and says...i was told you are bring me around...i said...erm not now can? Not free...then contractor C comes...can bring me around?....>.
Then i faster chiong go lunch...i go Esprit buy clothes 1st then later dabao horfun back...eat halfway...then consultant ask me print thing for her...i ask her 1 page only issit...then she said yes at 1st...then later she said...NO i wan all...wakao...kanasai...over 30 page and somemore the printer is print 1 page by 1 page...as in must manual feed paper de lor...Fuck sia...then say need for meeting at 2pm...wtf la...the time already 1.45pm...how to finish by then...print also take at least 1hr to finish that set...then printing halfway, consultant B ask me bring him down to measure...then i say can wait...at least take 1/2hr more...then he said no choice wad..so he waited...and waited...then i also feel bad liao ask him wait...then i ask my colleague who was free at that time to help me continue printing while i brought him around...the time already 2.40pm...brought contractor B around till around 3.30pm...then got back and already finished printing...thanked my colleague and still had more work to do...photocopy 5 more sets...sheesh...and i did...then still need to sort out nicely...haiz...finally managed to get it down...and brought it into the meeting room...then they said...waa finally come..we finish discussion already...then they said nevermind i still want!! Thank you very much...the booming thanks gave me some comfort and relieve and it felt good...somehow a word of thanks can really do wonders...then i continued to bring contractor C around...and finally managed to relax a little...then as i was about to leave for class at 5pm, contractor B comes back and says...can bring me around 1 more time...need to check 1 more thing...
*looked at my watch and said* I have to leave for class already lei...then he said...very fast...10mins only...then i reluctantly obliged...managed to finish...but it was already 5.20pm...confirm late for class...

Rushed out of the office...and reached class at only 6.20pm...sigh...at least Japanese class was good...always fun and enjoyable..came back home after class and went for a good swim...never swam like this before and it felt good! Haha~Guess i'm growing older! HAHAHAHHAAH!! SURE I AM...SOON THAT IS =)

Today sucked big time..but its all PAST TENSE...tomorrow is the FUTURE TENSE and its gonna be SUPERBLY GREAT cos i worked for the $450 i deserved yesterday already...time to slack on now if i can =)

Time to get back to Southpark and prolly get something to munch..havent eaten dinner yet =D

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Music

2007-07-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

Yes, today's post shall be about songs and the songs i like and the songs i listen to...mostly i would say is modern Pop songs...like those you listen to on the radio...the only radio station i listen to...98.7FM thats where i hear all the best and latest songs...Songs are a beauty...they say so much and they keep so much emotions within them...they can make a happy person happier or sad...they can make a sad person even more sad or happy...they can make a person jump up and down and they can also soothe the nerves..see! So much therapy music gives...its a good way to relieve urself...SERIOUSLY!

Current songs that i listen to which i really enjoy:
Current Favourites include...
Girlfriend - Avril
When Ur Gone - Avril
Home - Daughtry
Wait for you - Elliot
Clothes off - Gym class heros
Into Oblivion - Funeral for a fren
Thx 4 da memories - Fall out boys
30 secs to mars - The Kill
Hey there delilah - Plain White T's
the great escape - Boys like Girls
Must have done somethin right - Relient K
4 in the morning - Gwen Stefani.....

Ok cant list all...wayy too many...just love songs! Without them dunno wad i would do
Life wouldnt be life without songs!

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tsktsk PEOPLE tsktsk

2007-07-15T23:36:00.001+08:00

Hmmm...something hit me and it made me realise...we seriously need to make a stand for ourselves or else ppl seem to take advantage of it...theres no room to be Mr.Nice.Guy anymore..its seriously stupid...actually its good to play Mr.Nice.Guy then you get to see people's true self and you can then decide on things..

Well, today was a boring day, woke up at noon and played DOTA...time seemed to go by super slowly...then i stopped playing and watched tv at 5pm...and felt bored so took a nap...after the nap, went to the gym for a while..and felt super tired...cos havent been there in a week already...my running time deproved =( now its 11.47 EWWW...1 week makes a difference...at least still hasnt reach 12mins like initially so still can be improved by alot..i still have time before NAPFA!! SO MUST JIAYOU!! wahahaha...self targets are the hardest to meet seriously...

Watching Lost now...Ugly Betty before this..sigh...gotta go to work tomorrow...
BORING! =\

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Harry Potter & The Order of the Phoenix!

2007-07-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am like i said i would...then got ready and prepared to go for my driving lessons...somehow, i ended up late there even though i had 2 hours ahead of me..haha! I only left home at around 11.30am and i was sure to be late cos i need 10mins+ to walk to the MRT station then waiting time for train..arrived at 12.10pm+ and was late for lesson...but still carried on~
Driving was fun...practised the normal things, going forward, going backwards, turning left and right and reverse parking...manage to somehow get the hang of reverse parking already...now i jus gotta get my car in the parking lot! haha~ After that, he took me out to drive on the main road...this week was better than last week..by alot! I can control the car better now already...cos i drove slow! HAha~Driving slow really helps to control the car better...now all i gotta do is turn better at pedestrian crossings...

After lesson, went to Orchard to meet my friends...they were late as usual! So i waited...then they came...and we had lunch 1st..they couldnt decide so i suggested Kobayashi and they had no choice but to follow! Haha!
After lunch, went for LAN session again...seems like this is gonna be common! After LAN session, we went to meet up with other frens...but on the way, did some LIGHT shopping...it was only 10-20mins lor..so short...managed to get a T-shirt...then we went to cold storage to maybe try smuggle some food into the cinema...bought Soya Bean MiLK!! As in the 1 litre de...Per person! Haha~ Had to try something new so we did it...and we brought it into the cinema...Oh god...felt sick after finishing it..

Anyway, Now about the movie! IT WAS GOOOOODDDD....I LIKE!! Especially the fighting scene at the end..Uber cool..they fight in smoke form jumping around and the spell casting! WOOT I WISH I COULD DO THAT! Anyway let me rate the movie ok...give it a 4/5...not as good as Transformers! haha! Super big transformers fan now ok! Although i still cant wait for the next book "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows"..hope i got it right..haha...i'm sure to get it...

After the movie, went for dinner at Newton Hawker Centre...the place of many foods! haha~near by old closed down secondary school =) Had fried sotong, chilli sotong, BBQ stingray, kang kong, oyster omelette, etc etc PLUS dessert which i didnt finish haha...Mango ice kachang...not very nice cos too little sauce..giam siap! The seafood was good though =)

Was supposed to go stay out with my friends but not feeling too good...cos of the Soya bean...so i decided to go home after dinner...Gene sent me to the nearest green line MRT station which was Bugis...thanks alot! Haha i dowan change train thats why didnt take at newton circus MRT station...finally arrived home feeling drained already...see attachment make me so weak! YUCKS! haha~

Cant wait for next weekend whereby we have planned to go East Coast Park...hope there wont be any change of plans...

OHH...forgot something fun that happened...while walking from Orchard MRT station to meet my other fren at Heeren, a girl came up to me and asked me..."Are you Singaporean?"...I was like..."Errr...NO!..." Then i giggled and ran a little forward...then i heard her say out loud at the back..."Are you sure?!?!"...Hahaha! Such a funny thing...lucky i didnt say yes...cos while turning back, i saw her friends stand up and 1 of them was holding a camera...dunno wad they gonna do...

So its time for me to go watch some South Park before going to bed...
"WHAT THE FUCK?!...YOU KILLED KENNY"..."OH MY GOD..YOU BASTARD!"
Just 1 of the lines from them..super cute! Haha..I love South ParK!

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Friday the 13th!

2007-07-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

Yea its past friday the 13th already...haha but it WAS...1st thing i go to work, my colleague start complaining to me how crappy her day was already...haha! She said she took the bus, bus bo aircon..spoil liao...then she late for work already...end up arriving at 8.30am..she wanted to take cab...but no realise no $$$ Haha!!~ Then keep saying...friday the 13th so suay for me today...lol! ITs only the beginning of the day...

Anyway, did alot of work in the morning as usual...till after lunch, then i feel groggy~and i start to slack...Massively! I go behind the coms and start sleeping...and sleeping...and sleeping...till its like 2hrs left before work ends then i go back workstation to hope got work to do...but end up still no work..so i end up playin "Neopets" haha!~

Couldnt wait for work to end...then go ice skating...on the MRT train to Jurong East, got 1 woman keep looking at me dunno for wad fuck...too shuai right...thats why keep lookin at me..so irritating lor...wan piak her face sia..like i dun get enough stares just cos i hold my skates...dunno why people all mountain tortoise...all never see skates before...tsk tsk!~

Skating as usual was fun! Today got lesson so i had to teach people to skate and i did! not only do i teach people, at the same time, i learn how to improve on my skating as well...so its like a double edge sword! Alright...maybe not such a great analogy...how about killing 2 birds with 1 stone...thats a better analogy i think..
lalala...had dinner after skating...Sheesh..Daniel is so freaking lame but yet so funny at the same time..free entertainment i guess =)

Its finally the weekend and i can REST...Or not~Really super tired the whole week already...so activities planned later on includes:
Driving lesson at 12pm
Going out with frens till dunno wad time(which includes HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!)
Then come back home! SUNDAY SHALL BE REST DAY...but i have to go running on Sunday i hope...havent gone gym this whole week...feel kinda UgH~...really need to keep to a schedule...but my legs tired enough from 2 consecutive nights of skating already...

But...hey! I Love it so its all in the fun of it =)
Time to go to bed soon...gotta get up at 10am later =\ how to get enough rest...only Sunday's do i get till afternoon...

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Injuries I LIKE!!

2007-07-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

AhHhH...i hurt my knee while inline skating =( haiz...was practising...then move a lil too fast and this guy suddenly stop...to avoid hitting him, i did an emergency brake and flew hurting myself instead T.T WHY!! I could have used him as a cushion..aha! Nevermind! Been a long time since i actually got injured so i think i am enjoying it in a way..I KNOW IT SOUNDS SICK BUT ITS TRUE...haha...maybe i've been tryin to get injured but cant do it on purpose so the best way is by accident...now i got a cool red mark on my knees...bruised but it looks cool! Ole! My 1st injury...or actually not...last week had some red marks on my palms...now on my knees..hurts a lil but still manageable...looks like the only way for me to sustain injuries is in inline and not ice skating...anyway...BOTH ARE FUN!! I LOVE BOTH WAHAHAH!! Oh my...inline so fun..ice skating also so fun...whats next i wonder O.O

Anyway, today at work, wasnt so fun...i was doing a spreadsheet then my bosses asked me bring consultants around...was concentrating on doin work lor...at last! HAHA...anyway it was good...the consultants still pursuading me to join their company haha! Its interior design...I DONT MIND!! IF I COULD T.T =( sHe even said...aiya ur pay here only $450...you come my company i give u $500! Hha! Thats good lor! $50 can pay my transport liaos...haha...now she keep offering me...maybe after my attachment i go there try working for 1-2mths...then go back school...haha!
TEMPTING ME!! ArGh...

Anyway, after lunch today, did a phone call to the same company as yesterday..only today, i said i was calling from IRAS...then she said...can you prove? I diaos already...how to prove...then she said maybe send her an email...i said ok...and i did send her a formal email...then i called her back...and she dowan fucking answer my phone...HUMJI LA KNN! Ask for proof i give u proof u dun dare pick my call liao..PUI! Kanasai! Make sure charge you all tax ar...tax until your company go bust then u get fired!

AhHH...Gonna ice skate later...I'M LOVING IT..LALALALALA!!

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LIED @ Work! AH~

2007-07-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

Shall cut today's post short and sweet =D Cos i'm lazy to type already ^^
Was supposed to get free breakfast from MacDonald's today cos it was a branch treat but i lazy go down cos they say must meet at Mac and i dowan...so end up no breakfast for me...Why they cannot do delivery! So LazY! Haha~ I had my bread as usual for breakfast in my bag but i didnt have it...ended up going down to the cafeteria to buy beehoon noodles..they are nice! Cant have it everyday cos pretty will increase my daily expenditure...Did alot of work after eating...all the way till 11am+ before i started to slack and play Solitaire...cos i'm lonely! AHAHAHHA Nono..i just love to play Solitaire...its fun!

Then i didnt have lunch today...instead went shopping...needed to get a pair of gloves...so went down to Wisma but didnt seem to have...was doing price comparisons around but seems like only managed to find it at 1 of the shops so there wasnt actually much comparison to be done...STuPId!~ Went back after buying the gloves which cost $27 bucks..Sheesh~Then i bought a Ramly's Burger ^^ that was my lunch..spent alot today...still aching from the spendings! ArGH!~ Spent like $34 today...EWWWW!! TOO MUCH...PAY DAY COMING SOON! OLE!~ in 3 days time only ^^ but its a pathetic puny sum of $450 T.T Anyone wanna take care of me =D 1st of all you gotta have money HAHA!

After lunch, slept a while till 2pm...then started to work a little only...but was feeling super tired...seems like lunch is a bad thing to add into the work system...cos after lunch, its EVERYTIME that i feel sleepy and tired and no more mood to work...couldnt wait for work to end...i dragged this work which was assigned to me for a long time already...cos i dun like to call..haha! Was supposed to do some studies on childcare centres...so i finally called...and realised it was the same number throughout and they told me that its all the headquarter's number...so i asked if i could have their individual numbers...then they said...
Phone Operator: Are you calling from the public?
Me: Yes.
Phone Operator: Are you looking for a childcare centre? Is your wife a working individual?
Me(Stunned):yes i am and yes she is working..(I LIED HAHA..since it started, it has to go on)
Phone Operator: Alright, then do you want me to email you the details so it will be easier for you?
Me: No thank you, its all right...just can i have the numbers of the centre(those i named)...
Phone Operator: (Gives me the numbers and a little suspicious) then she asked the next question...Excuse me but can i have your son's age?
Me: (SUPER STUNNED NOW)...Erm...hold on a moment ar...(lies handset of phone on table a while)..then i couldnt control and started laughing...then i took back up the phone and said...2nd May 2002...
*Pauses*
Phone Operator: Ok...should be in Kindergarten 1 or 2 right...
Me: Ya...should be K2...(Giggling to myself)
Phone Operator: Then this is the charges for it $XXX.XX After MCYS is $XXX.XX...
Me:(Cant stop laughing already)...Ok thank you very much...ByE!!
*Immediately puts down the phone*

HAHAHA OMG LA! TAT WAS SUPER FUNNY LA! DO I SOUND THAT OLD!$@!#! LOL SHE ASSUMED I WAS MARRIED AND HAD A CHILD -.-" Why!! DONT ASSUME!! When you assume, YOU! Make an "ASS out of U and ME" Get it? If dont then nvm..~

So after that, rushed home...missed the 1st train but the next train came in like 1mins time and it was not as crowded as usual and i was glad =)
Anyway, this post has reached long already...more and it will be longer! haha~
So its time for me to end now...wanna go watch SouthPark now ^^

BTW..INLINE SKATING TOMORROW OLE!! Cant wait...hope to master a few new moves tomorrow =)

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try try try~

2007-07-10T23:57:00.001+08:00

yoo..minna...genki ka? kyo wa kono posto wa nihongo yo~doshite ka? Nihongo wa suki kara~sorede sensei wa minna no niki de nihongo o kaite...zenbu wa pure-in formu da yo...ganbaru to imashita! Saa...hajimeyo~

Kyo wa okita...chotto tsukareta demo ne...kaishya ni iite..soredewa takusan no shigoto ga aru! Jya...kaishya de kaze o hiku..totemo waruii yo...AHH...korede owari..taihen dayo...nihongo wa yoku iidesu~ima wa eigo o kaite

So i got sick at work...caught a cold...cos i didnt have enough rest yesterday...skated late and slept around 2am+ only and even though, i didnt sleep well at all so i got sick at work today..with my nose running! I did alot of work today...like alot alot...non stop but it was hard to concentrate cos my eyes felt super heavy and with the runny nose, couldnt really concentrate! Opps...used concentrate twice in a row...How unoriginal =x
Anyway, just couldnt wait to get off work...but after work, i still had to go for Japanese class which was fun of course...i never get bored! During class, I got called by my new name ^^ Yuusuke! Haha! I got a new name *Weet Weet* =D

During class, i asked teacher about my experience at Starbucks between the Japanese people...she gave the exact same expression those Japanese people gave...Hah! It was a hilarious sight...wanna know why? Cos my teacher said in Japan there is no such thing as ordering a coffee without coffee? Haha! Well, guess we Singaporeans are all the same...we like creating our own things...Chicken rice without chicken...Fishball noodles without fishball...THATS WHY WE ARE REALLY TRULY UNIQUE! HAHA! GOGO STB! Promote what idiots we actually are yea? Then maybe more ppl can understand our "Culture" which has grown to become quite a joke actually...

After class ended, went back home...took a bus...it was SUPER STINKY!!! GROSS...this time, i took out my Axe Oil and threw it on the seat and applied some on my nose...so the bus smelt of Axe Oil instead ^^ WAHahAHahahH!! It was fun! Better than smelling the stench...Felt like puking...after that, the bus journey made me really tired...the moving scenes...slowly passing by...look more and i may get cross-eyed..then halfway through, i slept i think...but luckily, i jumped up halfway and it was my stop already...*Heres a secret!* I DROOLED!~ok...DUN LAUGH OR FEEL DISGUSTED!!! BUT I DID DROOL!!! Thats when i jumped up and then a big splat fell on my sleeve~O.O SALIVA!! AHHH...Then i rushed down the bus cos it was my stop already...Kekeke...didnt get to clean the saliva off till i got off..

So i arrived home and planned to go running actually but felt super tired and didnt have the strength anymore so i planned to take a short break, bath then go to bed..but my plans changed...i played DOTA till 11.40pm after reaching home at approx 8.50pm...thats like 3 hours of time wasted when i could be resting...then after that, time for me to take my bath like seriously and i managed to stop myself from playing...and now i am blogging...soon to be bedtime cos i am very tired and i need to work tomorrow...AHHH...

COUNTDOWN: Approx 30 more days to end of attachment...I CANT WAIT!!

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Skate NiGhT ROX!!!

2007-07-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

WOOT!!! SO FUN!! SKATE NIGHT ROX! =D

Today, woke up feeling very tired...but of course, the day has to go on...so arrived at office and did quite alot of work..was still thinking whether i wanted to shift to my ex-colleague's workstation cos she left already..then it was time for lunch time...met up with my colleague and we had lunch at Swensen's together with my 4 other bosses...there was supposed to be 1 more boss...then we went..."Where's Christina!"..then they all started "huh"...all blur liao...haha! Then they said..."Got invite her annot...aiya nvm dun care"..HAHA! Super funny lor...during lunch, my colleague asked whether i got move to her workstation..then i said "Dunno if wan to move lei..."~Then 1 of my boss say..."Must move..i dun care must move!" Ahaha...then i said "Ahh..lidat bobian no choice le since boss say must move then move"..HAha..so after lunch, i went back office to clear some work and at the same time move to the new workstation...couldnt wait for time to pass so i could end work and go skating...finally it ended..

Went to change my clothes at around 5.50pm...then left office at around 6.10pm to rush down to the rink! Managed to arrive at a lil off 7pm...then registered and entered the rink! WOO...the whole rink belonged to us..but it was pretty crowded...but then, it was alot of fun to skate...there were games but i didnt play though cos i wanted to skate and skate and improve my skate...didnt skate as well as last Friday but it was a good sweat though! Super fun fun fun...then got nominated for Best Dressed haha! Cant believe it but ya! I got it...with a few others...total 10 people, 5 guys 5 girls...then we each got a toy pressie from Mini Toons...but mine was taken away from me cos another girl liked the guys pressie more..guys got penguins on a stick whereas girls got the flower and of course the penguins on stik was much cuter! Haha~ the girls all wanted the guys prize and so i gave mine up! Noble right! HAHAHAHAH!!~ Anyway, skated till very very tired but it wasnt enough! Seriously...ended at 10pm...so early...sigh~ Thats all for skate night...
Although it was short, it was fun and i managed to meet some of my other poly frens by chance ^^

Oh GaWd I Love skAting! IT IS SOOOO FUN!!!

After the skate, went for dinner and then i left at around 11.20pm...then one of my frens started talkin to me about her problem...wont go into it cos its private and personal...whatever is said shall be kept of course~Anyways, we must learn to take things in our stride...whatever happens, someone will be hurt eventually so its either sooner or later...
So my legs are very tired...not sure if i will go running tomorrow...but will see how tomorrow..cant wait to go for Japanese class...Oh wait...i havent done my homework arGH!!~ Gotta rush through it ASAP later before i sleep though...By the way, my name now is "Yuusuke"! I have adopted a japanese name ^^ Kakkoi ne~

Laadeedaa...too much time spent...time to get my bath and then go slp already...
MATA! Oyasumi!

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Day of slacking! SERIOUSLY!

2007-07-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

Today, i spent my day slacking...1/2 of it was spent sleeping haha! Cos i woke up at 3pm only...finally decided to get out of the bed...actually, i got woken up by my little brother by him trying to creep into my room stealthily but of cos i knew and pretended to be still asleep...then he lie next to me...and i pretend to roll and squish him and he started to scream and struggle and i started to giggle...haha! Then he no choice move other side...then i roll there and squish him again and then he make noise again...then i dowan move already...he go stick his finger in my mouth and i go bite it ^^ fun right! =D

After waking up, played computer games as usual...wanted to go for the Japanese Speech Contest but apparently, i missed it cos it started at 10am and ended at 2pm...so i overslept through the whole thing already....ate my lunch at 5pm++ and didnt feel like eating dinner already..had Unagi+Tuna Chilli+Japanese Rice+Omelette..very full but it was delicious =)

Played Maplestory...tried Guild Party Quest the 1st time and it was kinda crappy!
After that, went on to Dota till 10pm and then watched TV! Ugly Betty and then Lost..Lost to me is gettin kinda boring...dunno why...prefer Ugly Betty...its funny~

P.S To you know who you are if you ever read this!
We haven't talked in a whole week but dont think i never count ok! Lets see how long this cold war can go on =\ Lets see who shall surrender and be the 1st to give in and start the talk ^^

OH YEA!! LATER ITS SKATE NIGHT!! OLE ITS FINALLY HERE! CANT WAIT TILL AFTER WORK..BOO TO WORK...GONNA MAKE ME LATE FOR SKATE NIGHT T.T

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A Thank you post! Though its a small part APPRECIATED!

2007-07-08T03:55:00.000+08:00

Wow would ya lookat da time...its almost 4am already...haha!! Just came back home...

Started the day at 10am...had to wake up early to prepare for my 2nd driving lesson at 12pm...it was pretty fun i guess...seems like i'm gettin hooked to driving...practiced the same stuff last week and i got a lil better at reverse parking now...also, he brought me to a longer main road to drive...at 1st, when i was asked to go to the driver's seat and move off, i did everything correctly...adjusted seat, fastened seat belt, switched on engine...but i forgot to do 1 very important thing...check for cars! HAha! I immediately stepped on the accelerator only to get an immediate emergency brake from my instructor..i flew front a lil and was a stunned...haha...then he said in a calm and serious tone...pls check for oncoming traffic from behind...OH I TOTALLY FORGOT! Luckily he stopped though...cos when i was going off, there was an oncoming car also...so it was LUCKY! Throughout the main road drive, he was constantly holding on to my steering wheel...didnt have much chance to steer...haha! Then at the end, he ended the lesson by asking me whether i had any questions...then i said...ya...i cant seem to control the steering wheel well(Of cos, he didnt let go of it, i didnt have a chance)...then he said...maybe next time you go slower then you can control better...faster need more accuracy which you dun have now...hahaha!! I was practically laughing...Ok...point noted =) will drive slower...cos i was really driving fast that time...like 80km/h...so my next lesson shall be more reviews i think...

Left for Orchard after the lesson to meet my friends...then we while waiting, i went walking around Wisma Atria...felt like sitting at Starbucks but there wasnt any space so i just ordered a Vanilla Mocha Frap...before it was my turn...there was this japanese people in front of me..they made their order...then the cashier said...coffee or no coffee...they totally didnt understand the cashier...and the cashier repeated a few times but they still didnt get it so the japanese people(2 persons) asked me to order 1st by using hand directions of course...i made my order then went away...seriously, i wanted to help them so much but i felt super handicapped...what was i supposed to say...kohi ga aru to kohi ga arimasen...dochira ga nomitai ka? Sheesh...really didnt know...so i didnt help...at that point of time, i felt super useless...What the fuck have i been learning japanese for? For situations like this of course but yet i didnt even offer to try cos i felt handicapped...ARGH!!! I really have to improve my japanese by 100 folds! T.T
After gettin my coffee, went to the SONY outlet to have a view at the laptops...HAD THE LAPTOP I WANTED!! The SONY VAIO...ITS SO FREAKING GOOD AND SO FREAKING EXPENSIVE! I WANT IT SO BADLY BUT I CANT AFFORD IT =( The specs of it are so superb and its only 1.69kg!! The weight and super specs make it an attractive item..but the price makes it DISGUSTING! $3.9k~ -.-" SHEESH!!!

After that, my friends arrived and we decided to play LAN cos i am dying to play..havent touched DOTA for 1 day...omg addiction is back >.< and so we played...for a long long time...actually till now to be exact...we played till it was time for dinner...my friend drove and we drove all the way to clementi to have dinner from Orchard...from 4pm+ to 8pm LAN session before dinner at some place called "Botak Jones" which was introduced by my friends...the food wasnt that bad i guess...the fries were the only problem tho...werent exactly to my liking...after that, although we decided that we werent gonna stay out late...we did...we went another 5hrs+ of LAN session haha!

Left clementi at approx 10pm then headed to Beauty World at Bukit Timah to go I.R.C to play there...played all the way till 3am before we left the place...total LAN time today=around 9hrs~10hrs! Lucky we didnt play at Cineleisure's E2Max or else i would be freakin broke by now...if we did, the cost would be $35 for 10hrs already...but we played at cheaper LAN shops...and the total price would be $6+$12=$18 only...which is like 1/2 price! So its alot of savings...

So let me count how much did i spend today...
$3 on carrot cake+$6.80 on Vanilla Frap+$6 on 1st LAN+$7 on dinner+$12 on I.R.C+membership=$34.80! Thats what i remember for now...most likely spent more...So i would round it off to erm..$40 today...it would have been more...if...i had taken a midnight cab home...but here comes the thanks...

Thank you so freaking much Gene for sending me back home! Your license is worth it! =) Saved me alot of money by you sending me back and i really appreciate your time and effort! A true deserving friend indeed!

Well, its time for me to bed myself now =X HehEhe! But before that, i still gotta take my bath 1st...so T-T-F-N...Tata for now!

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Improvements^^

2007-07-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

Guess what? I GOT A SEAT TODAY MORNING IN THE TRAIN!! HAHAHA!! This chance comes like once in a month only...so i got my 1 time already...looks like gonna be standing trip for the rest of the month...haha!

Went to work today late as usual...did some work given by my boss...then went to collect boxes which were required to be returned...after that, was lunch time...lunch today meant visiting a colleague at KKH...her son was in for high fever so we decided to give the kid a visit...before visiting, we went Toys'R'Us to get a toy for him..wanted to get a transformer toy which looked kinda cool...then we saw the price...$99.90...as good as $100! YIKES! So ex...ended up buying a spiderman toy...haha! Took the shuttle service from Novena Square...Oh yea, before that, had Chicken Murtabak for lunch...colleague treated again...so free lunch? =x Haha!~ Always gettin free lunch...feel kinda cheapo!
When we reached the ward, played with the kid...very funny...enjoyed our time there...but we had to leave soon cos need to go back work...left KKH at like 2pm...super late already...reached back office at 2.30pm...continued with some work before gettin ready to leave for ice skating...

Left work at 5.30pm++ alone cos my colleagues had some last minute things to clear...arrived at the rink at around 6.30pm...today was a great day at the rink...managed to get many things right already...initially was kinda wobbly cos i couldnt get used to the change from yesterday's inline skating...inline got much more friction than ice so it was a lil hard to transit...but after the resurfacing, managed to get many moves right...i dare to do hockey brake now...not against the barrier only but also in the middle of the rink! HahA!~ FINALLY!!! Also managed to learn 1 leg brake, improve on back crossing, get my cornering correct and of cos, still not very sure with my normal crossing..sometimes can do sometimes cant...sheesh~ HAha! Now all i gotta do is mirror all these moves onto my left foot...like totally handicapped on the left leg...*OPPS* revealed my weak spot~...had a great run also ^^ Super practise cum brush-up session for me today...

After skating, went for dinner and i had "Char Kway Teow"...left after dinner at around 11.15pm...waited at the busstop...1st "334" came...packed so couldnt get on the bus...or should i say the driver didnt even bother to stop...he jus waved his hands which meant "no space"..then another man waiting at the busstop said..."Sai la! NO TIME!(and he pointed at his watch frantically)" haha!~ the next bus came 10mins later...got on the bus and...OMFG!~Smelt like shit+Rotten eggs+drunks all around...GEEZ DAMN SMELLY LA! Then got this disgusting gothic wannabe fat basturds on the same bus also...dress like shit with all the pile of lards sticking out...then hugging this ger ger...DiaoS Leh...such an awful sight...but i couldnt bother about the sight cos i just couldnt wait to get off the bus cos of THE SMELL! I should have sprayed perfume on the bus...but i dont think it will help..the smell on the bus would overpower my perfume so dont waste! Perfume expensive!

Finally reached home...my legs are sooo tired...but i am feeling happy cos i achieved something again! YAY ME! =)

Cant wait for skate night on Monday...although my friends all pangseh as usual...they have no interest in sports thats all i can say...even if they say, its only talk no action! So from now onwards, i wont bother asking them to skate already...its like "Dui Niu Tan Qing"...or talking to the wall...so NO POINT! Sheesh why do i even bother about them...

Oh yea...jus remembered...while i wanted to print my document...this dumb lady stole the PC from me and printed 1st...then i asked her..why you print so small use so big paper...waste paper...guess wad she say..."I NO TIME LA"...and then she give me attitude...Fucking cHeeEbYEEe can...KnnB~Waste paper print so small...she print A3 on A1 paper...KNS LA KILL THE TREES FUCK U...i went to tell my colleague in charge immediately then she gave a sarcastic comment about that person and then say never mind...ignore this time...WAAAAA...nevermind la...idiot sia..next time i see again i make sure charge the money to their branch ar KnS...Waste our branch money for you to print for free and waste ar...SAI U...

Ahh...got it out of my system already...should have a peaceful night...seem to meet irritating things everyday~Sheesh!

ONCE AGAIN...I CANT WAIT FOR SKATE NIGHT!!! We got the whole rink to ourselves...MONDAY COME FASTER!!! WOOT!!! SKATING ROX(Both Inline and Ice)...oh by the way, its because of Inline that made me be able to perform better on Ice today! So i would say its good to take both CCA's and lucky i am doing it now ^^

Skatin ROX!

2007-07-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

Its my life...its now or never...i aint gonna live for ever...HA! I love singing...not to people but to myself!

Anyway, woke up and got to work as usual...only this time i got a big bag...cos i brought my inline skates ^^
Ahhh..crap...

Thought about a certain person for like 5hrs+ today in the office...couldnt concentrate on my work...especially while repeating Avril's "When You're Gone" song non stop throughout that time...so freaking meaningful song...

Left work and then went for inline skating for the 1st time...wow...amazed...the inline club is larger than ice skating...COS ITS FREE LA! OF COS MORE PPL...LoL~

1st time wasnt that bad...although its freaking hot to inline...and everyone is sweating haha~Very very tired already...

Tomorrow still going for ice skating...prepare myself for skate night on Monday..CANT WAIT!! HAHA!~

LETS ALL SKATE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

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WhOops...made a booboo

2007-07-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

I have alot of things to think about...plenty plenty...only i dont like to write them out or tell people about them...its just not easy to trust myself with others =\

Anyways, what did i do at work today...hmmm...prepared a meeting room which the bosses where gonna use in the morning...then went back up to my office to finish some work and alot of chatting while my bosses had their share of the meeting! haha~ After that it was like time for lunch...ate MOS burger...pretty tasty...but the ahsoh! So GIAM SIAP! Ask for chilli sauce gimme only 1 packet...then i diao at her and walk away...then i go ask the counter de...lucky better, she give me more..2 nia..whaahha! That was enough cos i was finishing with my meal also...after that i had 6 ichigo bliss! I SO FUCKING LOVE THOSE STRAWBERRIES! cos they are filled with vanilla which i lOVEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~!!!
After lunch, went shopping a while cos i am lookin for a bag which i can use for skating...needa bring clothes to change so...i found a bag! At Nike B.I.R.D but..they only left with display so i asked if they could check if any other of their branches have...LUCKILY there was 1 branch with new stock...the rest were all sold out...so i asked for a reservation of the bag and would collect it after work...thanked the shop assistants and left...they were very helpful ^^ I hope to see this kinda service more...its good for the business...

Went back to office at 2pm..very late..haha! Then bosses continued with their meetings while i did my own things...actually my boss asked me to photocopy a set of floor plans for her...then she left for meeting...during her absence, i forgot all about it and chatted with colleagues for an hour...then went to collect some snacks with another colleage cos she was leaving and ordered some munchies...after that, went back to office and i immediately went to my desk to find the floor plans..they were missing...then i started to panic...OH shiT where are they...they were on my table surely...but then, i saw my boss at the back...she was discussing some things and i realised she took them...so i went near there and waited for her to finish before taking back the plans...after her discussion, she said..."waa you take very long to photocopy hor"...*YIKES*...her tone was filled with sarcasm but i accepted it cos i was in the wrong...i took the plans and immediately went to photocopy it and managed to get 2 paper cuts in the process of rushing through...she left for another meeting again and i was told to bring it down to her...so i did that...and then went back to office to continue with my work...

After a while, my boss came back already and i brought some work to show her and ask her some questions...before i managed to ask any questions, she apologised to me for being a lil harsh earlier...i told her it was alright then continued with the questions...hmmm my boss kind eh =D

Left work and went to collect my baggy baggy bag! A whopping $64 bucks...but erm guess its still reasonable..was expecting like $100++ haha~
Oh yea...on my way back, got a shitty man...like really fucking shitty man! He kept squeezing in and squeezing in...mother fucker seriously! His back was against mine..his ass was kissing my ass! worst of all, hes a fucking blacky! GEEZ! I WANTED TO FUCKING SCREAM AT HIM "GET THE FUCK AWAY CAN? UR NOT EXACTLY A SEXY PERSON IDIOT SHIT SO STOP SQUEEZING ME AND LEANING ON ME! Plus, his body was fucking shitass warm and wet la CHaOcHEEeBYEEee him~
Fucking lucky he left after 2 stops only or else i would have been fucking pissed! Lucky i know self control...

Reached home and turned telly on...to watch channel 8 drama "Shou Zu"...and after the show, went to have a swim...yea! Doing lots of exercise now! Haha~
Came back up after swimming and Dota a while before stopping and blogging now...and guess what...half way through writing this blog...i remembered something very important....

I FORGOT TO CLEAR THE MEETING ROOM...ARGH!~~ HELP ARRRRR...TOTALLY SLIPPED MY MIND...as soon as i remembered, i sms'ed my colleague and she said i power, now then remember lol! And she also said the cleaners prolly already cleared it up...but then, i feel bad, its my responsibility...sheesh! I think i cant sleep well tonight...haunt me kz?!

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Ole! Get better and better!!

2007-07-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

Today, a sense of achievement! haha! Cos i managed to run 2.4km in 11.15mins, still a lil off but working on it! Last week, ran it in 12.10mins and then 11.50mins the next time so its a good improvement i guess...hope to achieve a time of 10mins by the time NAPFA comes ^^

Today, slacked at work...or not..ARGH!~ I Cant remember again -.-"" All i can remember is i got treated for lunch haha! Colleague treated "Pepper Lunch" then ice cream...before that also had ice cream cos it was some Community Involvement Day...of course that ice cream was treated as well =P so today its treat treat day! Didnt spend much i think...The Community event involved exchanging any used bottle for a recycleable bag...and i got mine...

After lunch, i didnt do much work...actually slacked all the way...till one of my bosses asked me to scan a document for him...and i went up to the 23rd floor cos they took my scanner and PC...after scanning, i asked her..."When are u returning my PC and scanner? Its overdue already right?"...her reply was "Oh, i was gonna return now but the guy isnt here...so...can u bring it down urself instead"...WADDAFUXOR!~
Haiz...anyway i agreed to it and brought it down myself...although i was cursing her =D

Left for Jap class as usual every Tuesday...very fun as usual...now only hoping that i am able to make it for the trip to JAPAN!! I WANT TO GO SO DAMN BADLY!

I think i was supposed to write about something else...but i forgot! HAHA

Oh yea...i believe action speaks louder than words and SEEING IS BELIEVING!
So if you seriously want to get back with me, time is ticking like a bomb...when it blows up, it means its all over for good!
I am patient but not that patient...all i gotta say =\

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When you're GoNe...~

2007-07-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today started off pretty badly i think...and it didnt get any better =\
Had the runs in the morning and arrived work pretty late, 8.50am actually but blah!~ Who actually cares...didnt slack tho...was busy from 10am onwards..had 3 jobs clash together...was informed at 9.30am that i had to show a consultant around when he came...and he only came at 10am...which was the time i was supposed to have another meeting...and then there was the shifting of directors which was also at 10am...so coincidentally, 3 things happened hand in hand...ended up i brought the consultant around, skipped the meeting and checked after bringin the consultant around that the directors things had been shifted to the correct rooms...everything went on smoothly tho...after that, was really tired...had walked the entire 24 storey building already...then went back to take a break before lunch...

Had Mac for lunch...cos they had an advertisement which was quite interesting...they showed this beggar asking for money...and when somebody donated, the beggar asked for more...cos everything prices go up due to the increase in GST from 5% to 7% now...so the advert was everything prices go up except MacDonald's products which didnt move along with the GST increase but actually they did...the prices were different from before already so how true is the advert? Maybe 50% true...their McFlurry price is still $2 so maybe that didnt go up...

After lunch was still shifting of directors though...2pm and 4pm...in between those time, was actually sleeping..or tried to sleep that is...cant sleep well cos too freaking warm already...like an oven...the back area there...sheesh...

After that went home and then TV...had other plans but guess TV overruled those plans...haha!

1st time i actually put a song lyrics here cos it brings back memories...a really good song...so this time i shall end this post with a song =) Enjoy it with your heart and soul to really get the meaning down ur stupid solidified heart!

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

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I have great frens...

2007-07-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

Friday was a pretty average day? Or was it a little busy i think...WAIT it was a free day as usual...haha i think...cant really remember as well...only remembered that i was shifting directors around the building again..haha!
After work, went ice skating as usual...pretty fun this time, the rink was kinda empty so could really practice...not much chance like this you know O.O
Well, managed to learn something new and get a chance to really sweat out...haha!
After that, went for dinner and had a movie appointment with somebody but apparently, that person xing bu zai yian already so maybe i'll just leave it at there
After the movie, took a cab back and went home...to prepare for the next day...oh yea...the movie watched was "Transformers"...

TRANSFORMERS ROX!! OH MY GAWD! THE GRAPHICS AND SOUND EFFECTS AND THE PLOT WAS GOOD! THE MOVIE WAS NOT DRAGGY AND EVERYTHING WAS VERY ENTERTAINING AND YET HUMOUROUS AT CERTAIN TIMES. AUTOBOTS..TRANSFORM! OHHH YEAAA! I LOVE THEIR VOICES! SO SEXY!

Anyway, Saturday, had to wake up before noon...woke up at 11am to get ready for my 1st driving lesson! Was super excited...1st time i ever gonna drive a car! WoOOo!! My instructor taught me to forwards, backwards, reverse parking, braking etc etc...and best of all, he let me drive on the main road already...although it was like ubeer slow...guess a start is a start...at the end of the lesson, he commented that i was pretty good for a 1st timer...maybe just some words of encouragement i guess...but it sure works for me! haha! Who doesnt love to be praised =p Cant wait for my next lesson next week =)

After driving, went to meet my frens in Orchard...went to food republic at Wisma to grab our lunch...crowded even though it was 3.30pm already...during lunch, they kept talking about Dota...and that made me want to play Dota cos i havent touched it in 2 days..haha! So after that, we did a lil shopping before going to play LAN before our next movie...Yes, movie was at 8.05pm and guess the show...TRANSFORMERS!! So i caught it twice in 2 consecutive days =) Well, i enjoy the movie so i seriously dont mind watching it another 10 freaking more times...of course this time it has to be sponsored by someone or else i wont go =)

After the movie, i wasnt hungry but my frens were so they wanted to grab a munch...ate Subway...my 1st time and it was pretty good if i must say...although it is expensive =( After that, we wanted to go to Cafe Del Mar at Sentosa and so we headed that direction...reached Harbor Front station a lil late only to find out we missed the last train to Sentosa...and there were no other buses there so we ended up taking a cab...reached the place at around 12.30am and it was pretty deserted also...seriously, i dont wish to enter Sentosa at night anymore...crappy transports man! We drank till about 3am+ before we decided to leave...but the only problem, there were no transport out of the place and we were in the middle of the island...we found a van driver but he wanted to suck $20 from us to just get us out of the island...super not worth it so we decided to walk...we walked and walked...and my frens were quite slow so i walked ahead alone...
Walked and walked and walked...for about 20mins and we still were prolly 1/4 of the way out of the island...so freaking far...finally, a cab came, and as i wasnt with my frens, they told the cabby to come fetch me and i was just further up ahead only...this gesture from my frens really made me think alot that i seriously have good friends...actually great frens and i prolly dont wanna lose this bunch of people...the cabby came up behind me and i didnt know and then he sounded a horn while my fren called me on my phone and told me that they had left that cab for me...i thanked them and took the cab home...they managed to get another cab and their driver was kind enough to fetch 6ppl in his cab...lucky for them =)

Reached home at 4am and slept at 5am only...was hella tired and had to wake up early...set my alarm for 11am and got up to get my hair cut...finished cutting my hair at around 1.45pm only...cos i had coloring done also...so i was late for my appointment with my friends...supposed to meet at 1.30...ended up i dragged it to 3pm...we attended 1 of my malay frens wedding and it was an eye opener..i have never seen anything like this before...it was some sort of possession thingy going on...the people smelt the incense and then got into some trance and they were horses and then some monsters...they got whipped but they didnt feel any pain...it was really an interesting sight...something i never believed in but so real! They even licked the hot charcoal...so OUCH! The spirits left them later after the priest got them to leave and then we took a couple of shots with my fren and then we left cos she was too busy and cant entertain us =)

After that, i went home to play a game of Dota and then went for a swim...after that, it has been TV till now and i am forcing myself to stay awake because i am super super sleepy...prolly gonna sleep after LOST 3...
Gotta work tomorrow still...

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Sell myself can? WHO WAN BUY!

2007-06-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

I'm am sooooo sleepy in work nowadays...cos i brought it upon myself..haha!
Been playin Dota till late in the night...2am...then start to drag myself to work and sleep there...well not exactly though..LoL!

Anyways, been sianing at work..cos Bo Sai Pang laa...cant help it lor...
Yesterday i didnt spend a single cent(NOT INCL. TRANSPORT OF COS) at work...cos free lunch...haha! They ordered food from some Maxwell food centre i think is some higher class kopitiam la...then i order Zi Xi Hor Fun(Shreded Chicken Hor Fun)...before it came, i talked some rubbish with my colleagues(the person that ordered)...they talked about me...OF COS ME..i am always the subject of attention! HAHA!
So they blah blah blah...i always say i got no money(which is the truth) i really bo lui de...barely scrapping through...always taking parents money...hate the feeling...wish i had better salary...then i told them i wouldnt mind getting "bao'ed" by some taitai to be their xiao-bai-lian...

Conditional of course..min=$10,000 per month(OK LA MAYBE PER 2 WEEKS!)
hahaha I WANT $$$...I DuN CaRe anything else...just gimme $$$ and u can have me...LOL...SHIT MAN I FEEL SO CHEAP...like those CHINA HOOKERS!! GeeZ...who cares =P
Its my life...its now or never...haha! Gotta experience everything man! Who cares if its good or bad...i just want to try! =)
And if the pay is really really really fucking good...WHY NOT! HAHA! SERIOUSLY...I AM NOT JOKING!

ANY TAITAI AROUND WAN ME? LAI AR LAI AR...U NO MONEY U DUN COME NEAR ME OR ELSE I SLAP U AND MAKE SURE U DIE 1ST!

LOLX!!!!! gosh...so fun...

Ok...after the convo, i guess i managed to psycho my colleague indirectly to treat me to the lunch! HAHA!! I said never mind, i got money to pay...then she said she would treat me...LOL...CRAPPING WORKS OK! Reverse psychology is fun to play with..LoL
Precisely why i wish to pursue psychology in future..it is sooooooo fucking fun to play with people minds, understand how they think and always be 1 step ahead of them..
After lunch, it tasted very very good...lol..like really nice meal...and then i was so full...but i still managed to get more fruits and deserts..LoL..then i felt so sleepy...but i sianed whole day...

Today, i sian the whole morning...ok maybe not, i did work at least..i asked around for work so i can do things...then i do do do...and lunch time...haha! i can seriously say the amount of work i did was...PEANUTS LOR! SO CHICKEN FEET! EASY TO DO! ahha...never mind...jus self consolation =P

Then after lunch, i did some of the work my boss gave me while she went for meeting...then i do till PENG...haha...as in literally slept..then she suddenly come out of meeting room saw me sleeping...then she go say.."CALVIN UR NOT SUPPOSED TO SLEEP YOU KNOW"...ok she wasnt shouting, i jus exaggerating...lol...then she say...come i give u things to do...then she pile me with alot of work! YES!! ARIGATOU HONTONI!! I managed to pile my time for the next 2 hours and completed 3/4 of the work she gave me! Left 1 more thing to do only which can be completed in prolly 1/2hr tomorrow...then i will be back to square 1...NOTHING TO DO AGAIN! ARGH! Maybe i shouldnt be such a fast worker...PROS: People like CONS: Nothing to do...

SHEESH! WHAT TO DO SIA!! HELP MEEEEEEE!!!!!

I WAN TO SELL MYSELF LOL!! WHO WANT TO BUY...U WANT ME U NEED AT LEAST $50m euros

CONDITIONS APPLY: NO SLAVERY OF ANY SORT OF MANNER AND NO TORTURE...MOST IMPORTANTLY, IT MUST NOT INVOLVE ANY FORM OF DEATH!

LOL This is so fun thinking about it!

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STUPID SINGAPOREANS PUI!!!

2007-06-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

WooOoo...today was the best day of all man! Know why? Cos i got to meet more typical acts of Singaporean!!!

YES!! Let me see...i'll get on to them later...woke up at 12am...ok 11.30am(cut me some slack yea)...then played Dota for a while...then got ready to go out shopping with my family...went around Orchard...spent a total of around $300 on myself if i didnt count wrongly...wont say what i bought :P but majority of them had NO...let me repeat..$0.00 discount..even though it is the GSS...yea...BULLSHITS!!
BTW for those who dont know what GSS stands for, its "Great Singapore Sales"<--Uber BUllcrap =)

Anyways...was in a botique with my mum...waited for her while she choose and wanted to try her clothes...then we waited...and waited...and waited...apparently, i didnt know that some woman were such changing room hoggers...Fuck those bitches seriously...i sat there looking as the 3 changing room doors were closed...waited...OH! The door opens...guess what? She stands infront of it refusing to leave the spot...then ask her friend and shop assistants to get her another size...another color...happened like a few freaking rounds...the best part??
SHE LOOKED LIKE A FUCKING PIECE OF OVERSIZE LARD! PLEASE!! THE DRESS DONT SUIT YOU NO MATTER HOW MANY DIFFERENT SIZES YOU TRY OR THE COLOR CHANGES SO DONT FUCKING HOG THE DAMN PLACE...NOT LIKE UR A FUCKING PAYING CUSTOMER WHO IS GOING TO SPEND LIKE $100000 IN THE GOD FORSAKEN SHOP(By the way, this belonged to the centre dressing room out of the 3 rooms)...so my mum waited and waited...i was also gettin impatient seeing that ugly fat bitch stand infront of the damn room...so the shop assistant could see that...and kindly asked if she could let my mum try her clothes 1st and it wouldnt take long...SO WHAT DOES THAT BITCH DO? SHE GIVES A DAMN FUCKED UP FACE...AT THAT POINT OF TIME I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING HER FACE AND EVEN BETTER IF I COULD DEFAME THAT FUCKING BITCH ANYWHERE ANYTIME...SCREW THAT STUPID SHITFACED SHITBODIED WHORE OK! Done with that...next changing room...lets go to the 1st one...
DID SHE FUCKING FAINT IN THE ROOM? SHE DIDNT EVEN COME OUT OF THE FUCKING PLACE 1 TIME...SHE WAS IN THERE FOR LIKE FUCKING 30mins AND NO SOUND CAME OUT OF THAT PLACE..WHAT THE FUCK ARE U DOING IN THERE MAN IDIOTIC SHITFUCK!
Now, lets go to the 3rd and final changing room...WOOOOOOOO AN UGLY LOOKING SHITFACED/SHITBODIED OLD FUGLY PERSON! Maybe shes in her 40s but she sure in hell looks FUCKING 60s! Damn on her and her 2 stupid ugly daughters that were in the shop as well ok? She did the same thing as the middle changing room bitch...hog the damn place...both of them did it for over 30mins...and counting..cos after we left the shop they were still doing that and i was still busy cursing them...

After shopping, went to NTUC at clementi...GUESS WHAT? ANOTHER NICE THING WAS SEEN!! WOoooooo...i was pushing the trolley and my mum in the front...we stopped at the shampoo section to take a look at something...then there was these 2 TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS...why typical? READ ON!!

They were standing a little distance from us...and suddenly, some products fell cos they probably werent put properly...AND THEN...ALL THE FUCKING THING THEY COULD DO WAS..."OHHHHHHH"...OHH YOUR CB LA KNNBCCB DUNNO HOW TO FUCKING PICK UP THE THINGS ISSIT...ONLY KNOW HOW TO MAKE NOISE AND THEN WALK AWAY PRETEND NOTHING HAPPEN...FUCK U BOTH IDIOTIC BITCHES LA SERIOUSLY!

OK!!! Now i got my anger out already...been wanted to write about it since it last happened and i finally got it out of my freaking chest!

After reaching home, watched TV and then blogging now! =)

Well, gotta prepare for work...maybe i'll watch an episode of "Claymore" 1st before going to bed...its a nice anime...

*Prays to be able to go to Japan*

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Cant remember much =\

2007-06-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

Yawnz...so boring...got nothing to do on a saturday night...lets take a quick recap of what i have been doing these few days...

At the office...doing...WORK of cos...well...not exactly...more like chattin i guess...anyways...BlaH! Cant remember whats been happening...seriously..i think i need to write daily activities or else i cant remember them...

My parents got a new car...or not so new i guess...its 1/2 a year old...and its like 2 weeks since they got the car already...but i havent seen it, havent been it, well duh~if i havent seen it of cos i havent been in it but thats besides the point...its a SUV or so they say...wonder when i will see it! HA!

Went out with frens yesterday night instead of going ice skating...after work, went to my frens place where we all gathered...then we went out for dinner...dinner was at "Sizzlers" but actually it was at another restaurant...we went in, they said they would set the tables for us..we waited, they finished with the table and we left...EMBARASSING! 1st time i ever did something like that...gotta thank my friend for that...sheesh...that was like so fucked...

Anyway, dinner at "Sizzlers" was FULL...our main course included the salad buffet...and the salad buffet was actually enough to fill me up...it had pasta to different types of salads to fruits to ice cream...SO MANY THINGS AND SO DELICIOUS!
End up i didnt finish the full main course...haha!

After that, planned to go drinking...at my frens place...but we waited and waited for another fren to come...then it was almost 1am already...and he brought a gross flavour...Vodka Absolut Raspberry..yucks man..totally gross...and spoilt the drinking mood...so we drank like 1 glass and left for home...cos it was ugh~

Woke up after sleepin for 12hrs =) Good rest..but actually bad cos it brings in the lazy bones =)

Woke up and played more computer games cos didnt want to go out with frens...needed a break from going out...and of cos..spending more $$$$

Now i think i'll watch a gross movie, the sequel : The Hills Have Eyes 2

Please gross me out yea =)

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Relationship? To have or not to have...

2007-06-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

What gets me down at times..hmm..gotta say is that people have a relationship and i dont...

Weighing the pros and cons of a relationship...kinda immature but hey...lets see if i can get the facts right:

PROS:
Happiness
Can spend time together
Love
Smiles
SEX(HA!!!!)
hmmm...cant think anymore...someone tell me if there is more...

CONS:
Waste money(sms, talk on phone, pay dinner, pay movie, pay outing, etc etc etc)
Waste time(no time to spend on self anymore especially if working...and both dun stay near each other)
Tired(cos ur spending too much time and dont have enough time for self)
Double stress(must think of wad to do next, must send back, etc etc)
Hmmm..seems there are more but wont list...

Somehow, no matter how i see it, the cons outweigh the pros...so why would i want to get into a relationship...bet ur thinking its just pure bullshit, i cant get anyone..Awww...ok...maybe thats true =) Lalala~

Anyways...all i have to say is...SLIPSHOT things do not work out fine...there...as long as you have a little sense of desperation to get into a relationship and you get it, to me, thats not going to last long...

Why do we give up our lives to try to take care of somebody else when we dont have the means currently? Is it worth it?

Or is it just another challenge...to each his own...i shall not comment

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Revamp!

2007-06-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

Blah! Slacked the whole day in office today...like seriously...SLACKED! HA!
Chatted the whole day...like literally...cos many of my other colleagues werent around...they took leave *Drools* wish i had leaves too =(

Anyways, i think i want to change something...didnt want to get all picky all the time about food...and so i did eat a proper homecooked dinner today...think i'm gonna start eating like this...no matter how tasty or not so tasty the food may seem...i'll try not to be a fussy eater...cos poor people cant be fussy =\ plus, i'll try to work on my attitude and try to be more friendly(as if i already am not) and try not to bring people down that much...i know i'm always jokin about things...but actually some part of my jokes are true only, i try to make it out as a joke...waddyahknow...PLASTIC =)

Ole~Ole ole OlE~

Seriously, i'll need a change in my life..a drastic change...what my current plans for next semester is...to study really hard and give up on gaming already...gaming is like only a secondary part of my life...sports are more fun and better...think i'll be busy with ice skating/inline skating/running/swimming etc~
Time to start a schedule and lay down to it!

Working towards my goal...setting aims in life now

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Bad night -.-

2007-06-18T00:09:00.001+08:00

Yup, had a bad sleep last night...wanna know why? Cos i watched a dumb movie...named "The Hills Have Eyes"...to me, it was a kinda stupid movie...the scriptwriter made the characters out to act so stupidly...the father asked his daughter to take care of the baby without even looking at her...and knowing they are in such a weird predicament, they still can all run out together without checking and staying back...STUPID...then the girl gets fucked by the weirdo people who got transformed to freaks by radioactivity of the nuclear bombs testing...plus...more stupid things about the show...they just made it out to be bloody and gore-y and disgustingly Ugh~

So...thats why i cant sleep...cos of the bloody killing scenes thats all...it just kept repeating in my mind while i slept...EKS! I'm gonna be a serial killer soon...this is just the beginning of a killer's mind! So if u have these kinda thoughts, time to seek psychiatric treatment...better still if u seek it from me! HA =D...oh my...wait, better not promote killings...might get arrested for this...

(YOU DID NOT SEE ANYTHING ABOVE THIS)

Spent my Sunday playin Dota, watching a new anime "Claymore" which is kinda cool...about a faction of people called "Claymore" hired to kill Yomas which are a kind of demon...Claymores are actually half demon, half human...thats why they are the only ones that can slay these Yomas...and Claymores actually have to be able to control the Yoma in them or else they themselves turn into full Yoma and will get slayed by their own friends...thats just about the plot of the thing i guess...watch it to enjoy it =)

Hmmm...watched tv throughout the whole evening cum night...Disney's channel: Jump In
Nice movie to watch...then after that was "Ugly Betty" and finale of "America's Next Top Model" on channel 5...Crap! Caridee won! >.<" I was rootin for Melrose to win...but blaH~ they both are hot...but i prefer Melrose more for her confidence although she has alot of moles on her face, her runway walk was Superb~ The final walk was hilarious where they had to scream and act like zombie brides...super cool but yet NICE!

Tadah~ Thats all for this weekend...didnt do much(cos i dont write out exactly what i do..theres more behind all these) lalala~

Sigh...gotta work later on...hope its a good day.

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GaWd..HACKER???

2007-06-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

Sheesh, logged in to friendster to see my profile all gone...ArGH!!
WhO DAreS to Hack My Account.....eat this _|_ ha! Maybe i'm jus paranoid...

Anyway, got to talk to the new guy already =) Well, at least chatted a bit that is..so got to know a "new fren" a bit better hurhurhur~
Work yesterday was kinda boring in the morning yesterday...showed consultants around to different AHU's and risers for them to do their inspections...ended at only 1pm+ so i had a late lunch...after lunch, it was slack time though...or was it...hmm~cant really remember cos u know...STM...always kickin in at the wrong time =\

After work, went ice skating! Was that fun or was that funnnnnnn!! Somehow, ice skating only gets more fun as the weeks go by...gettin to meet new frens on the ice and laughing/chatting makes it enjoyable. After that was dinner as usual and then time to go back home to rest...was actually very tired but somehow didnt wanna sleep so called my frens to DOTA a while then i was finally really tired and went to bed...

Got woken abruptly by my family members...cant really say i had a peaceful awakening...was feeling very very tired...but didnt get up till 1pm...and then i was feeling really bored..didnt plan to go out today with frens so i just stayed infront of my PC and played more games to pass time...time went by amazingly slow! Sheesh...guess thats what happens...

Whats wrong...when i have all the time to play games, i feel bored...when i dont have the time to play games, i feel like it is drawing me towards it...

1 answer says it all: SCREWED!

I am always thinking and thinking, ways of improvement...somehow its true about 1 thing...a leopard will never change its spots(unless u skin it of cos)...but for me, when there's a will, there's a way..thats what i truly believe in...so please try to change for the better u stupid fool<--calling myself stupid and a fool doesnt make myself any more clever than the -100IQ i have now =)

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zZz..Sleepy..zZz

2007-06-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

Been itchin to blog for the past few days but i didnt...cos..here comes another excuse: I GOT NO TIME =)

Dont we always use that excuse ^^ well, its true for me...i end work, come back home and start watching tv...after tv, i try and make time to watch anime or (downloaded movies)~ watched "Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End" yesterday...it was a good movie IMO =\ dont really know why people said it was bad...cos they didnt understand the plot...well, its simple...to summarise the whole show, its just...GREED! When we want to get what we want, we will do anything to get it...even if its backstabbing and turning ur back on the closests people around...some parts were funny tho...but Calypso was lame...i was expecting some godly powers from her, ended up she jus turned into crabs and changed the weather~ kinda lame tho -.-"
Anyway, been slacking in office as usual...only difference is, i got a new fren now =) still tryin to get to know him better tho...cos its difficult to talk to him when hes always stuck in: THE ROOM! Yea, should make a movie out of it...THE ROOM! When ur locked in it, u cant come out till its lunch time or time to go back...other than that, hell knows what is going on in the room~ ha! Jus kidding ^^
The freaking new plotter has been giving me so much problems in the office that i cant do carry on with the work given to me, but finally today, the problem was solved...not only do i get work given to me, i get to do site inspections as well and attend meetings of the upgrading of the entire building...just tired for me everyday as i go to work because i sleep late and try to wake early but it just seems impossible...then again, nothing is impossible...i'm just pure...LAZY!!

So, lets talk about today, its easier since i still have the memories fresh in my head, its not always that i can maintain my memory so well...haha! Plus, i actually remembered the plot of the movie i just caught but that will be touched on later..(due to short term memory, i will try =D)

Woke late as usual...arrived work late as usual as well! WHats new? =S Anyway, met up with some consultants and while i waited for my boss to come, we had a lil chat, i asked him about his experiences studying overseas...wasnt really that good i guess...he said its expensive, and not really much frens there...and even if u were good frens now, after living with the person for a long time, you will surely change your perception...like if 1 person is neat and the other untidy, they will never see eye to eye if u get what i mean..he gave me a lot of his views and i took what he said...with a pinch of salt of cos...yupz, gonna need to talk to more of these kinda people to really make my decisions in the future...brought them around to inspect certain areas in the building...all the way till it was before lunch time, then i went back to my workstation(or office level) and started chatting with my colleagues as usual...chat chat chat till it was lunch time...

After lunch, it was back to work...or not...i printed like 2 sheets(AT LONG LAST) on A0 paper...its hella big...before i finally felt sleepy...then i slept on the table...all the way till it was time to go for my next job, ushering/reception etc. It was at 3pm but i reached at 3.15pm cos my leg was part numb after my sleep and i couldnt really move...and i was still feeling half asleep...haha!
After the event, they had a buffet reception...i was reluctant to eat initially because it wasnt exactly for me...but since i was given the green light, ITADAKIMASU!
Dug in and ate...free dinner~ Haha! The food was acceptable...after that, went back to pack up and get ready to leave office =)

After work, went to meet my frens to catch the movie "Fantastic 4"...WOoOoO I JUST LOVE THE SILVER SURFER...and of cos: The Human Torch cos hes hot! LoL~
Anyway, the animation for this movie was nice...touching at times, and best of all, it went straight to the point and wasnt draggy at all..which makes the movie entertaining...well, since i had to work, i couldnt stay on with my frens after the movie so i left for home...which is why i am home now...or else i should be out with them...think they are playing LAN now...tsk tsk...

EDIT: THEY DIDNT GO OUT!! HAHAHA! NOW I DONT FEEL LEFT OUT...Like i ever did in the 1st place =PpP

Well, gotta go take my bath, watch some anime and then go rest...still not sure whether i'm goin ice skating tmr...hmmmmmm~

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SnOoZe

2007-06-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

Saturday, went out with frens...was supposed to meet them at 2pm..then i dragged to 3.30pm...then i dragged on even further...end up my fren came to fetch me HAHA!!~~
Thats like cool...OR NOT!! Cos that day's weather was freaking shitly hauttttt~~~~it was soooo hauttt that i didnt feel like leaving my home...but i did eventually...we went to Orchard and my frens had food...while i had dessert cos i already had my lunch at home...soon after, went to E2Max to play a while before i left to go for dinner with my family, celebrating Father's day, our family always celebrate things early, to beat the crowd to it and also cos those days are usually filled with other plans and nobody is free so it has to be done earlier.
After dinner, it was still early and my frens had gone to catch a movie while i went for my dinner so i walked and walked around...my face was a lil bit red and i was feelin a lil bit drowsy after drinking some "gross" beer during dinner~
Seriously, i dont like the taste of beer but i still force myself to drink...its called...drinking for the sake of drinking =D
After my frens had finished their movie, i waited for them and then we went off to my frens place to wait for the midnight movie...had planned to go drinking at Mt Faber but plans changed and i didnt have to mood for drinking also so it was cancel..instead we catched "Shrek 3" and it was a good movie =) hilarious and entertaining. After the movie, was feeling really drained so i decided to go home...guess everyone went home as well.

Slept at around 4am and woke up at 12pm the next day...Sunday afternoon already...whole morning had been gone...thats alright since weekends are for me to rest...so i decided to start a new sever for "Granado Espada", the sever which my fren was in..played a while and i let my characters "bot" there while i went to do other things. Watched tv at night: Shrek 2, Ugly Betty and ANTM. After that, was supposed to go to bed...throughout the whole night, i couldnt sleep well...probably cos of my stupid com and GE which was distracting me...my characters can die because my lappy lags then i have to reset their actions again...thats why i keep waking up at night...its like every hour from 1am to 6am i woke at least(NOTE AT LEAST) once...so its really not good for my head...

Woke up pretty late and was gonna be late for work so i rushed through my daily routine...it was really rushy rushy~ but at least i got to work my usual time...which is around 8.45am..yes i know i'm late...but its better late than never~ HAha~ Got to work not feeling that tired though...it was alright and i had the energy to do work, but it was only after lunch that fatigue started to kick in...
I was feeling really lethargic...at least i had completed my work before lunchtime..and the good thing is my bosses were on leave today...so i ended up slacking for the rest of the afternoon...when i say slack i really mean slack...i slept from 2pm to 4pm, although it was uncomfortable, i still managed to get some rest i guess...after i woke at around 4pm, i asked my colleague for work but they had nothing to give me as well...so i asked if there was anything i could do...ended up watching a "Ghost Show" instead ahah~it was a really boring ghost show, it was about Singaporeans who were out to hunt for ghost...the paranomal things...kinda boring to me...my other colleague(u shld know who u are!)who came to my desk to watch as well didnt really dare watch..so she covered her eyes but still curious...she was peeking...then i did a "BOO" and pretended to jump myself...she herself was shocked and jumped backwards...i couldnt stop laughing! Haha!! Can u say...OWNED? =D Yea...fun to scare people Haha!
As the saying goes: Ren xia ren hui xia si ren...direct translation= people scare people will scare people to death!
Well, i didnt finish watching the show cos i really couldnt endure the boringness of the show...

I left the office earlier than usual because like i said, my bosses were not around so i could take my chance and vamoose~hey cant blame me for that too alright...i didnt have anything to do...so dont waste my time there =)

Anyway, office days are fun but soon they are coming to an end...so i have to think of wad to get for my colleagues for rememberance sakes...its not compulsory but more of a courtesy...for them giving me a chance to slack off for 1 semester to get a good grade...haha! Next semester is time to kick off the bad habits and get into the studying mood already =)

Hope u had a boring time reading this entry cos its really long winded bullcrap ^^

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WoOo tired =)

2007-06-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

Woke late, left late for work! Haha..so of course i arrived late for work as well yea =)

Didnt blog at work...cos i wanted to...but at that time got ppl using the com so i cant use the net =\

By the way...i found something gross..yea hilarious! HAHA!! Let me tell you about it...my "boss" or rather another colleague, a female...she always asks me to do work but the final thing she gave me, i dragged on for a very long time already. So she put her hands on her hips...of cos i noticed that...and she was wearing sleeveless...then...ARGH!! MY EYES!@!#!@ I SAW BUSHMAN UNDER THERE!! IT WAS SUPER BUSHY..EKKkKKkKkKKKKSSSSSSSSSSsssss!#@!#!@~~~ let me make a guesss...if i straightened it, it would be at least 8-10cm long in length!$@!#! CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?! YUCKS~

hahahahahahha~this is society kz? Ladies cannot have hair under the armpits or else its EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...
for guys its still alright to a certain extent...haha~

Anyway, just came back from another ice skating session...HeLL i just love to move on something i think...still havent tried out my new inlne skates though...so i dont know when i am gonna start it...my legs are so "suan" now -.-"

Tired, tired, tired~ gonna sleep for a long long time today since tomorrow is a weekend but still gonna go out with frens to hopefully catch "Shrek the 3rd" =)

Time to go get my bath =)

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Time to start a countdown

2007-06-07T14:40:00.000+08:00

Yes, i think its really time to start a countdown...a countdown to the end of my attachment!! HAhAhA~ Maybe not...cos if any of my bosses happen to pass by this, i am so screwed...but hey! Who really cares? =)

End of attachment: Approx 63 days....

Oh my gawd~ Thats a long long way to go...sigh...guess thats the way the cookie crumbles =(

Guess what i am doing now? NEOPETS!!! WOooOoo..how lame can i actually get...at my age still playin neopets~ and blogging of cos...or else how am i writing this post...

Anyway just bought a new pair of skates ^^ Inline skates that is. Cant wait to try them on and go skating cos anything on wheels are just...FUN!! ok...on the ice as well =) Like the movie "Blades of Glory" did i get it right? BaH~ always gettin it wrong so no difference =\ HaHAha...Freakin hilarious movie =)

Anyway...my new skates are...BLACK and white...know why the white part is not in caps? Cos thats not exactly what i want =( I want black/grey skates..look UBER COOOOOOOOooOooooOOooooOOooOOOoooo------------------L! HA ^.^
Maybe purple skates =x but thats gonna look so gay...but I LOVE PURPLE...

Barney is a dinosaur from our imagination...when he comes hes what we call a dinosaur sensation! Dont we all just love Barney? We does not include UUUUUU! Cos u probably hate Barney for being the cute and loveable purple dinosaur! The we includes...ME, MYSELF AND I! Oh Yea, i love to use this phrase so i wont feel that lonely =)
*Ppl who feel lonely, try using that also...u wont feel that lonely..cos its all in the head =)*

By the way~i'm finding ppl who are interested in skating =) Come skate with me cos i dunno how to skate yea ^^

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Blogging at work =)

2007-06-06T10:57:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since i last blogged, i'm actually blogging at work...cos these few days has been really boring...kinda missing school life now. Cant really wait for my attachment to end...it was fun initially but its beginning to be a drag now..instead of working, i am playing neopets at work ha! I'm slacking off at work...the drive to work was in the 1st few months but now, losing it gradually but surely!

Heard from my other friends about their attachment, they told me that theirs really sucked...and is still sucking~ HA! They get scolded by their bosses and get piled with a shitloada work and they cant leave on time. Compared to them, i am better, to be exact, the best! I crap alot in the office, laugh and laugh non-stop~ Its a joy to work with me in the company! HAHAHA! Thick skin yea? =) What you see is not what you get ^^

I get to do almost anything i want at work...and dont really get scolded...the only thing i dont like about attachment is the PAY!!! yessss..its all about the KA-CHING!
Without da KA-CHING, we cant live..whoever said that poor people are happy are a buncha liars k? Deep inside the pathetic souls of those poor basturds they are just thinking about money...when u see their happy faces in front of u, just remember its just a fake front...they are cursing you to the 7 depths of hell(or how many depths there are, they curse u to the max) so...just gotta say this...poor people=LIARS! =)

Opps~How many ppl am i offending by saying this? O.O LIKE I ACTUALLY GIVE A HOOT!
Cos i'm poor too ^^ LALALA~~~

Can u spell poor? its P-O-O-R!! YES I Should be part of the new Spellcast program...cos i can SPELL! HAHAHA ^^

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Funny day~

2007-03-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

Just came back from another fun day of work..joking throughout the entire day...if that wasnt enough, my colleague treated me to a movie...Mr Bean...super hilarious and was laughing through the whole movie...mouth felt quite sore haha~

I'm enjoying myself now =) If my working life was ever like this the next time i truly go to work, it would be more of fun rather than work!

Thats all i have to say ^^ cos i rushing to watch Desperate Housewives now =D

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Ole!

2007-03-26T00:49:00.000+08:00

It has been a long while since i last posted...simply cos i didnt have the time(this is the best excuse everyone gives eh?)

My working now has brought my life to a whole new different height...totally never like before...I enjoy my work alot...but sadly, the pay is pathetic...cos attachment! Utterly gross...if my pay was normal..this would be hella good job for me and i would enjoy it even more...

If i am ever offered another chance to model...i may jus take up the chance this time..i always give up on chances like this...GLAM job...or not! Who cares...its all for the money =)

Anyway, been working for 1mth already...time really flies...lets just say my confidence level is up 1 nouch for now thanks to working now...lets just...BRING IT ON!! I got commended by my boss for doing things so efficiently!! Asked me to keep up the good work...and i will thats for sure..better yet, i'll even help my colleagues finish their work so they wont have so much burden ^^

As much as i want to help, sometimes it may not be a good thing too though...tongues are always wagging like usual! People tell me not to do this not to do that...Company politics...really a bad thing...

All i can say is...I CANT WAIT TO WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERA..OLE!!

Life has a whole new meaning now~

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New job, New Beginning!

2007-03-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

Well, been a while since i last blogged...cos its been a tiring past week for me...started week last week...may be very tired...but at least i am enjoying myself at the job...sometimes it can really be a bore cos there is just nothing to do...trying to mix around with the colleagues...they are really a bunch of really friendly people. All i gotta say is...LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING!

AnYwAyZ...i love my job...oh yea...where am i working at right? IRAS...in case ur a goondowhodunnowaddagodforsakenplaceis...its called Inland Revenue Authority of Singapore...Ur mama and papa pay tax to that place(U pay tax too! In the form of GST)
Its a joke when sometimes i hear people in public places who dont know statutory boards in Singapore blabber so loudly as if the person was 100m away from them...once i was on a bus on my way back from school...there was 3 girls...they were talking and halfway they mentioned URA...and they started figuring out what it was...then they said..."hmm..sounds familiar..is that a TV show? I thought i heard it in a movie.."~Another said "thats not real..i dont think it exists..its nothing, has no meaning"
Pretty hilarious when u hear these kinda stuff...next time, if u wanna talk, try and keep your volume to a minimal so u wont show off your stupidity ya? Geddit? =)

Well, thats all i gotta say for now...till the next time i blog again =D

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OH YES!!

2007-02-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY JLPT 4!! I am soooooo happy...now i can apply for a job with this cert..kekeke!!~

Anywayz...started work already..very very tired so i dont feel like typing...gotta go to bed and be up at 6.30am every morning....work starts at 8.30am and ends at 6pm...well...time to go off...by the way..work is fun =D

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Self blabber

2007-02-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

I accomplished something today...I CLEANED UP MY ROOM!
Been a while and i think my table looks so much emptier now cos of all the books gone =) I always clean up after a semester's work..gonna start work next week...feeling excited but yet having mixed emotions cos of some thoughts i seriously need to get out of my mind -.-

We live to die. Thats the only thing that is sooooo true without any arguements about that statement.

LiFe sUx yea? Totally!

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Avoidance

2007-02-20T01:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm...why do people avoid after getting into something weird?
FEAR has to be the only reason why...cant we just face up to it?
Avoiding only makes things worse for everyone -.-
Face up to the problems pls...dun keep running...i see no point to it

I know when people avoid me(its kinda like a sixth sense cos i start the things =X)
Lalala! FACE ME DUN AVOID ME! ROAR!~

Do you dare? =) ladeedaa ^.^

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Chinese New Year

2007-02-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL. REMEMBER ITS THE YEAR TO BE FAT FAT FAT! COS ITS PIGGY'S YEAR =) Dont bother about losing weight...obesity is the way to go cos the lard owns this year =p

What have i been doing? Practically nothing...just rotting at home...playing my com games as usual cos i have nothing else to do...i should be out visiting relatives? Nah...not my custom! HAHA!~

Yesterday my pooch gave me a deep scratch! My bitch was so excited and she did that to me...i didnt bother cleaning the wound to see what would happen...now i think my wound looks cool! The blood stained inside the skin with the line across it! MajOr COOL(maybe i have rabies now) HAHA! Hope i get some kinda viral infection then i can mutate and get supernatural powers!(Wishful thinking LOL!)

Time to go back to rotting again =\
Later on still gotta get up early to catch the "LIVE" telecast of "The Amazing Race: All Stars" edition..kekeke~
Cant wait for it...for now..i'll occupy myself with some things before going to bed..

PEACE OUT DUDES~(omg where did this come from O.O)

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What a weird day! >.<

2007-02-17T02:40:00.000+08:00

Ok...i am feeling super super tired now..i havent had enough sleep...was supposed to sleep at 2am yesterday before my paper...i laid on my bed and rolled about till around 3.30am...i just couldnt get to sleep...ended up waking up at 4.30am cos i had to do more revision as i didnt know anything still...i got up and revised...all the way till it was time to get ready to go to school...
Finally the paper began...and i was at a total loss...i just didnt know how to do it!
Sigh...time passed by and i tried my best to attempt the questions...all i know is that loads of marks have been deducted...so the paper ends...and thats the end of my exams! I went home after my paper...

On the way back home, i took a different route from usual so i passed by the HDB blocks...on the way, some crazy ahpek just walked down the stairs...i was approaching the stairs and he started looking at me with those weird looks...i was a lil scared...so i jus pretended to ignore him and walked past him...suddenly, he gave a remark which astonished me...he said "yandao leh"...In my heart i was thinking: "WTF DID I JUST HEAR THAT?!!? OMG OMG!!" I started quickening my pace...luckily he didnt follow...crazy ahpek trying to scare me after i jus finished my stressful paper...

I went to the coffee shop on the way to buy my lunch cos my parents are back in Malaysia already and iamfreetodowadiwant cos they arnt around =) but even if they are around i still get to do what i want...i have enough freedom...alot or actually almost all the freedom anyone could ever ask for...

I went back home and prepared the takeaway lunch and switched on my JDorama to watch while eating...finally finished watching the entire show of "Queens Classroom"...wonder how much i actually cried watching this show...so touching =x
After watching, i went to play DOTA for a while before i had to make my way back to school for my IAP briefing...YES I AM ATTACHED TO A COMPANY ALREADY =D I AM SO HAPPY

I left home at 3.45pm and was late for the briefing lol...but i was only 5mins late =) but late is still late...it was supposed to start at 4.30pm but it only begun at 5pm cos there were many others who were late...after the de-brief, i am more and more excited to start work ASAP! I CANT WAIT!!~

After that, my fren had smsed me to go out to catch a movie...i initially denied the invitation...then after reaching NP busstop, i had a change of heart and decided to join my friends...we had dinner at Billy Bombers before catching the movie...
We watched "Ghost Rider"...ITS A SUPERB SHOW! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED...The actor when young was handsome(ugly throughout the rest of the movie after he had grown up lol) and the actress was pretty(both young and after matured in the movie)...Of cos non of them could beat the Ghost Rider(the fiery skull lookin freak) THATS THE SEXIEST CHARACTER! Oh yea nice movie...excellent...after the movie, it was already 11.30am...was tired already so i wanted to go back home...but before going back, i went into Cheers at Cineleisure to get a bottle of mineral water...the queue was quite long so i joined the queue...while waiting, this young couple behind me was chatting...then the girl halfway tapped on me and said "Nice hairstyle"...i was taken aback by that statement...then her boyfriend said "yea its nice"...i got stunned...my reaction was "Huh?? Oh thanks..." Still feeling kinda awkward...finally it was my turn and i couldnt wait to leave the place...spare me the embarrassment...i thought my friends had already left but they were waiting for me outside...thanks for waiting although it wasnt necessary cos we were going different ways...we left and went back..i went to MacDonalds to get food for my brother...supper =) i couldnt control my temptation also so i bought myself a set too even though i wasnt hungry at all...now i feel soooo sinful...so fattening!!

I still havent digested my food till now cos its only past like 1hr+ after i ate...i am soooo sleepy! Ok i have to repeat this again...I AM SO SLEEPY THAT I AM GONNA SLEEP TILL AT LEAST 12PM LATER ON...

ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE AND I AM GONNA SPEND IT AT HOME! No celebration =\
Well thats all for this entry i guess...my hair has also dried already so i can go take my good nap finally...been up for 40hrs+ already...Good day and good night to all...

To all my frens out there...I love every moment spent together cos its an enjoyable time everytime...let our friendship last for good =)

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Totally screwed -.-

2007-02-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

I am so gonna flunk my paper later on...cant seem to understand majority of it...all i can do now is...

PRAY!!!! -.-"

Should i sleep or should i not...should i or should i not!! GeeZ...let me go back to studyin before i decide whether i should sleep or not >.<

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Havent started studyin for final paper -.-"

2007-02-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

Time to panic!

Tomorrow is my final paper and it starts at 9am..i havent started any single revision yet! EeEeeKkkkssSS!!

I cant fail that paper...or else i am screwed...i spent my day watching JDorama and playing DOTA again...supposed to be watching AI now but i think i'll give it a pass for tonight...so i can get into studying...

My attachment is finalised and there will be a meeting for it tomorrow...only downside of it...it starts at 4.30pm~ I have soooooo much time before it...gotta plan my day for tomorrow...should i go ice skating =\

Hmmm...well time to get serious on the books already...BEST OF LUCK TO ALL MY FRENS

P.S. I am never generous with praises so starting from now onwards, i will try and give it whenever i can...

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Valentines day O.o

2007-02-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

Its the season of LOVE...its supposed to be a beautiful day...where florists can charge absurd prices for their prices and gifts...chocolates are also absurdly charged...hmmm..actually everything is absurdly charged on any special occassion...

I woke up from bed at around 11am...then lazed(is there even such a word? =x) on for a couple more hours before i decided to get out of bed...after i got out of bed, i watched my Japanese drama..."Queens Classroom" !!RECOMMENDED!! If this ever happened in real life, i think the kid would be soooooo pitiful...i dont think any kid could actually sustain that kinda pressure put on them...watch to find out about it!

After watching for 4hrs+, i played DOTA and then it was time to go out for my reunion dinner...we always celebrate early cos my parents have to go back to malaysia to visit my father's side...so there~

V Day will be over in 40mins from my time =)
ENJOY TILL THEN ^^

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Good day ^^

2007-02-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

みんな元気か！きょわとてもいいだよ！試験わ少したいへんだけどわかるだよ。書いて。。。書いて。。。２時間早いたちました。。。試験終わり。。先生に紙おあげて。。

Well i said i was gonna start studyin after i blogged yesterday but apparently that didnt happen...cos i ended up listening to music and recording music from YouTube(*OPPS*)...by the time i was done with that, it was already 12midnight...so i started proper revision at that time...i was all psyched up cos i was in a rush to get everything in...and i did!

My 1hr of proper concentration paid off...i stopped at around 1am although i didnt feel sleepy...so i went to read my comic before taking my nap...i slept for a long long time...like really long...was supposed to get up at 9am to start back my revision for the paper but i felt lazy...so while i was still halfasleep on my bed, i started reciting out what i had memorised without looking at my lecture notes because i was lazy to leave my bed to get it...surprisingly, i had memorised alot alot alot of points already...i didnt miss out anything important...so i slept till 11am instead...then woke up and got ready to go to school~

I took my own sweet time and left home at around 12.30pm...lucky my father fetched me to school...i am super short of funds at this point of time...i went to the library after my father sent me to school...wanted to register for my next japanese class...but i didnt have enough cash! Sigh...this had never happened before...seriously i have overspent my limits..i am desperate for $$$ and i might do anything to get it(anything DOESNT include robbing,stealing,cheating etc)

When it was time to read through the paper, i read through the paper slowly and even though we could start writing already, i was still reading my question paper...taking my own beautiful sweet time...i started writing only at around 2.15pm...15mins after the paper had begun...when my mind is in an all relaxed state, i seem to be able to think better...

Guess venting yesterday's night post was the right thing for me to do or else i have no idea what would happen today =) The paper went well and i was fretting over nothing...

The true method of studying is not how long you spend studying but actually how much actually goes in...dumdeedaaaa~~i am happy now but of course, friday's paper will be a different case...i will have to study for that...i still got tomorrow and thursday to prepare for that paper...i have no idea what i am gonna be doing for the 2 days because i feel really bored of games now =\
Why does it have to come to this every holiday now? I get bored of playing games during the holidays but during school days, i cant have enough time to play games and i am so addicted...i throw away my social life during school days just for games...that is just majorly stupid and i have learnt that...i will try to not make a repeat of it this time round...

After i came home from my paper, i started playing DOTA till earlier 9pm where i watched tv...i found a new show to watch...its called "Hanna Montana" on Disney Channel...both girls are just soooooooooooooooo pretty and cute and they speak such GOOD english...i really wanna speak like them...their accent is just sooo....ooolala~cant wait to catch more of "Hanna Montana"...

Now i am just gonna listen to songs and enjoy my night alone in my room...ttyl~
(When i finished writing this entry, Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol was being played on 98.7fm..superb song ^^)

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Countdown to paper...

2007-02-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

Countdown to my 1st exam paper...approx 17hrs to go...

I had planned to really settle down and start my revision for tomorrow's paper...BUT I CANT!
I got tooooo many freakin things going on in my damn stupid pathetic puny itsy winsy godforsaken brain...WHAT I REALLY NEED IS TO GO THROUGH BRAINWASHING!!

WHO WANTS TO BRAINWASH ME...GET RID OF ALL MY THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES FOR GOOD! LET ME START FROM A BABY...FUCK HELL...I THINK I SHOULD GET KNOCKED DOWN BY A DAMN CAR AND SUFFER A MAJOR CONCUSSION!

YES!!!! THATS IT!! THATS WHAT I WANT...Hmmmm...should i or should i not? I risk getting what i may not what...gotta calculate everything well before even planning to do it yea?

My wish for now...LIBERALITY ~.~

Sheeshh...i want to start studyin but i cant...i'm so afraid to fail tomorrow's paper but what can i do? I just cant freaking concentrate...

My day has been wasted...i lied on my bed for hours and hours and hours and even more hours...

今わあなたとでも大切。僕たち輪６年友達だよ。だから朝のメせジわごめんね。今わ恐いか？さね。。。バカだよ（僕です）！ねね～日本語わ少しわかる。。。たいへんだよ！話しくない心の意味。。。それから。。今わ終りよ～

So thats it for me i guess...i like doing stupid things. ストカさん僕です。。。ららら～

明日みんながんばる！それからまたね　=\

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Drinking alot!

2007-02-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

Friday was out drinking again...wasnt supposed to but it still happened eventually...we went shopping initially then after that decided to go drinking at night...it was still early and we were hungry so we decided to have dinner 1st...ate at wassatplacecalled...geez...cant remember...cos its the 1st time i went there to eat...lol! POOR MEMORY! Its not like this place isnt know to many people...its quite familiar...only i cant seem to remember it now! Sheesh~~
Anyway...after dinner, we went to walk around more before going to lan...and after 2hrs of lan session, we went to find a place to drink...cab drivers seriously sux when it is after 10.30pm..they love LYING! Anywayz...we finally managed to get a cabby...then made our way down to Scotts(i think)...wanted to go "Ballymoon" to drink but apparently it was having an event there...and all the other pubs around the area were super crowded(cos its a friday night! everyone angmoh wan to drink)...we say another place nearby "Ba-Li-Ba" which we did not want to go in cos there were poledancers inside(yea interesting right? sorry wrong channel from me ^^)...we walked down Orchard to Wisma...there was a bar there so we decided to go there...didnt expect it to be "IndoChine/Nude"...it was full there too but we managed to get a seat...so we drank there and chatted till about 2am...thats when we were forced to leave cos they were closing...so we left and sat along Orchard and chatted a while more till like 2.30am if i remember correctly...and we parted...took a cab back and it costs alot(cos of extra midnight charge)...slept at around 4am+++ after my bath...

Woke up at around 9am...cos i was gonna have my haircut...waited at the saloon from 10.40am to around 12pm before it was finally my turn! Had my hair cut and colored...by the time i was done it was about 2am already...so i rushed back to get ready to go and meet my friends again...met them at approx 3.30pm...went shopping at Queensway this time...walked around till 5.30pm+ i think...then we left for my frens place before going to dinner...we reached PS at around 8.40pm to have dine at "Thai Express"...dinner came at around 9.20pm and we sat till around 10.20pm before leaving for clubbing...went to Clarke Quay...clubbed at "Clinic" instead of MOS cos MOS still had a queue at the time we went there...Clinic wasnt that bad although it was full of Caucasians and people far from my age...i am too guillable! Danced and drank our way through the night...it was fun. Did my other frens have fun too? I wonder =\

Anyway...left the club at about 3.30am...then we sat around nearby UE2 till around 4.40am++...and walked a lil further distance more before deciding to go back...by the time i reached home, it was about 5.30am already...i took my bath and went to bed...it was around 6.30am when i went to sleep...i slept till about 4pm today....

When i woke up...i wanted to start studying...but i didnt...instead i switched on my television and watched till now...so i havent started studying exactly...guess i cant stick to my plans...i'm still in a play mode although my exam paper is on tuesday...panicky but i still cant get my mind set to studying...i am so sleepy now...but i am gonna get up tomorrow at 8.30am...cos i'm watching "Grammy awards" at 9am tomorrow morning...HAH!! WHEN WILL I STUDY...HELP!!$@#!

MY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS ARE GOING BERSERK...I SERIOUSLY WANT TO TALK TO SOMEBODY BUT WHO! WHO THE HELL DO I FREAKING TRUST! *Tear*

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Drunk post? NO!

2007-02-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

Been a while since my last post...feeling a lil high now...people say i drunk lei...but i NOT!! 110% NOT!! Then again...if i say that people only will say "a drunk person will never say he's drunk" so i shall say...YES I AM DRUNK! laadeedaaaa....

Whats been happening? Many many things...went shopping and spent a lot...alot alot alot!! My spending habits is coming back which is not a good thing because i dont have $$$...oh geez...my clothes smell of ciggy now..cos i jus went drinking...

Went for an interview on Monday at URA...was pretty nervous at 1st but it wasnt that bad afterall...they didnt eat me i can assure u of that(or i wouldnt be here now =D)...had to wear formal...looked pretty fine and dandy in the clothes(shirt chosen by somebody O.O) Harharhar~

The only problem was the shoes...caused me a blister! GeeZ...thats so not good...OUCH!

Hmmmmm....i got nothing else to say except my exams coming up next week...I HAVE TO STUDY! Only i cant...so i have to try!

Wish me luck =)

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2 word sums up life!

2007-01-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

SUX + COMPLICATED

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Just For U to KnOw!

2007-01-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

How long have we been together? 4mths+...seems like a long time..but yet it can be so fragile...everything ended in a flash...

No mere words can explain how i felt whenever we were together...alice in wonderland you could say...each time i am with u, i never wanna leave u...i wanna hold u ever so tightly...its like if i left u, i would be parting with my life...life has become so draggy when i dont have u around...with u, my life comes to a standstill...everything is just PERFECT...

It all ended too fast...or should i say i ended it too fast? I'm sorry for everything but its just that i dont have the time unlike during holidays...its like what u said...i think i'm treating u like a toy...when i need u, i'll be with u...or else u will just be tossed aside...guess i aint that good afterall...my weekdays are so packed...i dont ever have time on weekdays cos i brought it upon myself to be busy? Pretty dumb right? What about weekends? I get so tired during the weekdays that i just seriously dont feel like going out in the weekends except sit infront of my com and play games to waste my life away instead of spending time with u...

U ask why i keep things to myself? Cos i have been keeping everything to myself for the longest time ever...its a matter of trust i guess...who do i feel i trust? I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW...its obvious why...i seldom talk with my family...or at least we exchange 2-3 sentences per day at least thats all...

I never blog about our outings cos what we do i keep it in my heart...deep down in my heart...i dont need other people interferring into my life...memories are kept and locked up...they will be released when that time comes..

I planned many many things for us...but who knew this would be the end of it all...it breaks my heart as much as it breaks urs...i didnt wish for it but i think it would be best for u if i hurt u now by breaking with u than holding on and hurting u more...i aint that perfect someone...there is bound to be better around...u returned my presents to try and forget me...i didnt want them back but u still returned them...maybe u should have kept them and thought of it this way: "Freebies from a jerk...why not keep or maybe sell it"...ok enough with the sacarsm...know ur gonna be hurt again after reading that...my bad..my fault...i feel stupid, i feel dumb...i dont know how to love someone for real...i dont know how to take care of someone...

The ring will be our bond forever...even if we are no longer together...believe me when i say...
I LOVE YOU

There was no 3rd party that made me break with u i can assure u of that...i am just not able to cope with so many things at one go...pls move on in life...and if u ever need someone to talk to i will be there for u...or at least i WILL try...

Love will find a way.....to u...for u...

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Club for the 1st...not the last

2007-01-21T02:25:00.000+08:00

Been a while since i last posted so i shall re-cap on my recent activities in brief...if i can remember them =) the best one in my life(so far) has just happened for me ^^

Wednesday(17/1/07)

My frens came over to my poly to crash my class...it was fun having them around so i didnt want it to end so fast thus i skipped my german class(mind u i was supposed to have a test) and went out with them...catched a movie then dinner at NYDC...it was still early so we didnt want to go back but then couldnt decide where to go so we went to a lan shop nearby...reached home at about 12.30am...then had to rush through UPE project...ended up sleeping so late...

Thursday(18/1/07)

Had to wake up early to go to class..ended up sleeping...was so darn tired...school ended and i was meeting frens again..this time to celebrate her birthday...went to Marina Square...arrived early with some other frens so we went bowling 1st...after that, we had dinner then parted with each other...i reached home at around 10.30pm...had to rush through project again..this time CPM...my mind was almost dead and it was blocked by a huge planet..so i couldnt think much...went to bed at around 2am...

Friday(19/1/07)

Woke up and looked in the mirror...beginning to see dark circles forming around my eyes...OMG PANDA!!!! FREAK FREAK FREAK...I HATE IT...being a panda is soooo not cool...unless u have fur that looks black and white and eat bamboo shoots everyday for the rest of your life...classes as usual...then end of school...went back home and went to have a hair cut...after that was meeting my frens at night again...couldnt go ice skating cos the rink was closed...met my frens at City Hall MRT...we had planned to go to a pub and just drink actually..
So we walked...but we catched a movie 1st...cos we didnt know where to go...after the movie...we decided to go to a pub already..we walked and walked...from City Hall...to Marina...to the esplanade...to boat quay...finally to clark quay...most of the pubs were closed already...so early they closed and it was a weekend already >.< ended up with 2 choices right in front of us...a club or a pub...i was hoping to go to a club =X but my frens didnt want...lucky for me...the pub was closing also HAHA...so we went to the club!!!!

Clinic was the place name...it was the 1st time i ever went into a club...it was super smoky(dry ice not cigs)...the music was blasting...initially went in, it was kinda loud...but i could still take it..then after that, we had 2 complementary drinks...GOD DID THAT FEEL GOOD...DRINKING+BLASTING OF MUSIC=RIDE OF YOUR LIFE!!!
My goodness...i have never ever had this kind of feeling before...going high with the music..it was just so...RELAXING!!!! This is the 1st time and it sure in hell not gonna be my last time...after the club closed, we went to a nearby McDonald to eat...then we didnt want to leave although it was rather late already(4am+ i think) so we decided to go lan shop again...gaming freaks arnt we...walked to a nearby 24hr lan shop...too exp($4/hr) madness to pay this kinda price...so decided to go Orchard...as it was still early, there was no train yet...so we waited a while...played lan for about an hr+ then all of my frens were almost dead already...lol~ it was a pretty hilarious sight...the lan session actually woke me up quite a bit...we left at about 7.30am i think...i waited for a bus till 7.50am...reached home at about 8.30am LoL...i slpt in the bus on the way home...hella crowded bus even in the morning >.<"
So now its the Saturday already...i reached home and took a bath shortly after...didnt feel sleepy so i played games till like 12pm...then i forced myself to go to bed cos i had a dinner at 7pm...i did sleep...until about 6pm my mum woke me up to get ready to leave...
Left for the restaurant and celebrated my "gong gong" 70th birthday...yea grand...70th is a cool number to live to...i am soooo tired and sleepy...
Even red veins have begun to appear in my eyes...UBER GROSS!!! I needa sleep real bad...gotta do lotsa work lata...

Projects finally 80% complete ^.^
Me need rest...next week going clubbing again WOOTTTTTTT I'M LOVING IT!!!!

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My head hurts

2007-01-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

My head has been hurtin since wednesday...like somethin squishing the side of my head and its gonna blow up...freakin hell...something is wrong...finally completed REL project...that was 1 hella project...i didnt go to school on thursday cos i didnt feel so good...plus the weather was so beautiful to sleep in...it has been raining since thursday..actually wednesday...freak i cant think..

ATAMA ITAIIIIIIIIII T_T

TASUKETE KUDASAI!!! ~.~

All i wan to say...i failed my interview...sigh...my own fault...nobody else to blame but me... BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA...shin de mo iidesu...

Now time to plan on what language to take next semester...since i dont have anymore IAP =(

AME GA SUKI SUKI SUKI
YUKI MO SUKI SUKI =)

Oyasumi minasan

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Reflections...

2007-01-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

Through experiences do we grow...woke up very very tired today...felt exhausted the entire day...the morning was a good one...it was cool..but somehow i still felt super warm...went to school at about 8.45am...almost fell asleep...like totally totally tired...started on our event...i wont talk about it...except it was a success(to us at least)...we got it over and done with ASAP...

After our event ended, i still had 3hrs before my IAP interview...i could hardly keep my eyes open...but i did...to wake myself up, i had to munch on food...

4pm was the interview..uber nervous...of cos, it didnt end like the way i wanted..the fault is not with the interviewer but lies with the interviewee...maybe i just wasnt prepared enough...after some reflecting, i realised that i shouldnt be blaming people...try looking at what i did wrong 1st instead...L-E-A-R-N and dont make the same mistakes again...

SLEEPY! I NEED REST OR I AM SO FREAKING TIRED EVERYDAY!

Still got so many projects pending...taking a toll on me...lookin at it from another angle...these are all challenges thrown at me to see if i am able to cope or succumb to stress and break down...No way will i bow down to stress...thats 1 thing that will not get to me..

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1st monday of the sch yr....

2007-01-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

WhEeEEeEeeEee...just finished bathing...yes...gotta wonder why i bath so late...cos i came back at around 12am...must be outta my mind to come home so late when next day is still a school day...well...thats life i guess...gotta make certain commitments...

Day started off with me feeling very tired...i actually had to drag myself to the bathroom cos i made myself overslept...i was supposed to get up at 7am...then i told myself...another 5mins...then another 5mins....then another 5mins...by the time i got up, it was already 7.25am...

1st lesson was PJM and boy was it a drag...or was it not? Oh geez...i cant remember...thats what i get for not gettin enough rest i guess...short term memory =x i only remember myself buyin sushi during the breaktime haha~

Felt kinda sick throughout the day...only i dont voice it out...cos its a form of weakness =) who needs pity O.o

Oh yea...almost forgot...the day turned out for the better...it wasnt Yi Chang Huan Xi Yi Chang Kong =DD...5mins before PJM i received a call...turned out i was gettin a 2nd chance...i would be able to go for an interview to see if i can make it into IAP...i was estatic of cos...the interview is later on today...hope i will be able to answer the questions thrown at me T.T

Japanese class was a little difficult for me today cos i felt soooo sleepy...so it was kinda hard to pay attention...still able to catch most points though...after Japanese class, headed down to Orchard...kinda tiring and although i felt sick, i still went down...like i said...commitments =)
Had Swensen's breaded chicken...after that walked the stretch of Orchard for a while...saw a 7-eleven and decided to make a quickie stop to see if it had something i want..and they had it!!~

Absolut Vanilla...oh yeaa...i'm gonna collect all..they come in such cute small bottles...who cares if its alcohol...i will drink it sooner or later when i feel like it...KeKe...i just love the small cute bottles tho...thats the main reason why i buy it...to my surprise, they didnt bother checking my IC when i asked for that...unlike some other places which are so strict...i prefer strict places...so when underage people buy and they ask for IC please...the underage kiddos cant produce it and secretly i laugh to myself...i am finally 18 ^.^ well not exactly finally...been 18 for quite a while already...something which i am yet to achieve is my driving license...dont really know when i might take it...time will tell..

My hair is almost dried so its time for me to go to bed...still gotta get up at 7am again...ZzzZzzZ...
HELP!!!! ~.~

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1st weekend of the New YeaR

2007-01-08T00:24:00.000+08:00

Its the end of the 1st weekend of the new year...what have you done? My weekend was a little crappy cos i didnt get enough rest..blaH~

LoL...got up early on Saturday to go back school and have a discussion on my project...i was early...and the rest of the group was not there O.O(except the group leader)...hmmm...what time did the rest come? Only 1 other came though...and it was 1 and a 1/2hr later...nice timing dont you think...the rest didnt come...after discussion i went back home and wasted my time in front of my com mapling...was deciding whether to play my Aquila character or Delphinus character...in the end i played my sniper aka Aquila character =x
Thats how i spent my weekend...mapling...targets were not met though...disappointed...at least i made new frens...

Still got lecture at 9am later on...gotta be up by 7am...sooooo tired >.<"
By 1pm later...i will either be disappointed or relieved by another thing...keeping hopes low or else it will be Yi Chang Huan Xi Yi Chang Kong(meaning happy over nothing)

Pending stress:
This week: I&E Event, REL report
Next Week: UPE video, German presentation
Week After: German & Japanese test

Might have forgotten some >.<" Thats all i can remember for now...cos i'm sleepy!!

Sore de wa...ima wa kore de owarimasu
Jyaa nee~

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SleepY

2007-01-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

Got up from bed in the morning and left for school(of cos i did the usual before leaving)...wasnt late for class...early actually...haizz..i feel so sleepy now...bloggin at this kinda unearthly hour...
Just had a small tinsy bit of vodka...those small bottles that look soooo cute...i am gonna collect them all HA!~

Anyway...slept alot in school during lectures...cant seem to get myself awake...still in lala land...gotta find a way to wake myself up..well...skipping everything and on to the evening...it was a Friday so...ice skating!!~ Been a while...at least 2 weeks didnt skate...miss the ice o.O

Don't know why but i just love the sport...its sooooo cool(of cos..its ice) and fun~
Compared to when i 1st skated and now...i would say i have improved tremendously...still a little wimpy at times...but that can be worked on...i'm beginning to be able to overcome my fears...i used to fear roaches...but now, i dont really fear them...creepy crawlers...not really that freaky afterall...>.<" digressing...no link to ice skating at all...HaR hAr~

I am sooooo sleepy that i am gonna stop blogging now to go sleep cos i still gotta go back to school for project discussion later on...YAWNZZZZZ!!!

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Setbacks...

2007-01-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

Life is all about setbacks...setbacks and more setbacks...its how we are able to get over it that makes us stronger...

(Sing U2 style) Its a beautiful dayyyyyyy......or at least it was...got back another common test paper...i expected to fail this super badly...like single digit score...but to my surprise, i only failed by 1 mark...AWwwwwwWWwW....how miserable can that be...but hey its all cool...lady luck was on my side i guess...i think i should have failed this paper...majority failed and i'm one of the majority...lalala...at least i'm not minority =x

After 1 lesson was breaktime...went to the canteen to order...i point point point point point...then the woman said $4.50!!!!!!! OMG SO FREAKING EX...*SLAP* dun anyhow point nxt time...then it was time for lecture after that...

Was hoping to get into IAP...but wont get in cos of some stupid criteria and they pick people of their own choice...well...heres my wish to them...i hope their bosses when deciding who to fire...they get lucky enough to get picked...or when its raining outside...they get lucky enough to get struck down by lightning...or they cross the road, get lucky enough to get run over by a huge truck or bus and their skull splattered all over the floor...hmmm what else can i think of...oh yea...when they climb the stairs till the final step at the top, they get lucky enough to trip and roll all the way down breaking their spine so they get paralyzed for life...remain a vege please thx...dont really need u around...i pick u to be my cursed soul...

The old way was better...why did they have to choose and use us as guinea pigs...TOO CUTE RIGHT SO CAN PLAY AROUND WITH US...well...fuck that thought...messing with the wrong cuties..laadeedaaa...

How dark can our souls actually be...the kindest on the outside may be the worst kinda devils you may never ever expect...and the worst devils on the outside may be the most useless kind of idiots alive

O.O Go FiGuRe O.O

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Back to school....

2007-01-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yes...its back to school...work...whereever ur supposed to be you ought to be there or else ur just....SLACKING OFF!!!!

Holidays are over...back to serious stuff...studying...how boring can that be? VERY if i must say so myself...actually...school can be fun...if we can talk and laugh and talk and laugh...that would be fun...guess thats what we all want...fun...to relax!

Lesson started at 9am...or 9.05am cos teacher was late...pooey...1st day and ur late...tsk tsk...HA! Kinda crappy anywayz...got back 1st common test or 2nd if i shld say...didnt do very well...actually did pretty BADLY...barely made it...but still a pass none the less..thats not what i aim for...its too below standard...we all set specific goals for ourselves...some put them very high and some put them very low...for me...i set mine pretty high if i must say so myself..so if i dont meet it...the setback is pretty difficult to handle...guess thats the way life is...the only thing i dont get is how some people dont set goals for themselves...like worthless craps...IMO thats rubbish...

Ok...so I had tutorials and lectures...blah blah blah...how "cool" can that be...oh yea...we got a new IBS teacher...1st look at him and my impression was...Oh my...A gangster is here to teach us...and he went on to saying that he was just an adjunct lecturer...yea...pretty obvious in the later part...he went on teaching while people were talking...he didnt bother to stop people to listen to him...this is really a typical "i get money can liao...dun care u pass or fail" singaporean teacher...he teached for like 20-30mins only and let us off for our break...nice start(read this sacarstically)

After break was lecture for another 3 hours...well it wasnt that boring...currently, of all my 1 and a 1/2 yr in poly, the most fun lecture would be UPE i guess...thats the only lecture that i dont fall asleep...i think other lecturers shld learn to be like that and make their lectures fun and interesting...then people would probably not flung papers...when u are able to create a vibe, you are bound to get attention...from attention=ability to learn...

Waited in the library for 2hrs+ after UPE lecture cos i had german class at 6pm...i read quite a few books while waiting...time well spent ^.^

Everything is rushy rushy rushy...will we ever get some time to slow down our pace of lives...just for a day where nobody will do anything...cast a sleep spell on everyone to sleep for 24hrs...probably the next day would be a fresh new start for everyone...SOMEONE DO IT!!!

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NEW NEW NEW 2007 YEAR YEAR YEAR

2007-01-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

Watch Out For This Space...Coming Soon

Har har har...just bored.....

HaPPy NeW YeAr 2007...plans for the new year? Go figure...get ur resolutions done...and feel complete =)

What you see is what you may never get...what you have you may want to let go...

Contradiction is the only way to go ^.^

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??

2006-11-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

I am different and very special...well actually everyone is different and special in some way =
Today was 1 of the times where i had the most fun on the ice...only thing i left early cos i had to rush home to catch television show HA!

Thats aLL!!

I am as poor as a pauper now =(((

GIB MARNIE PLS!! LoL...T_T

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dumB sHIzzLes

2006-10-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

We have to be got the dumbest tutorial group around? We were assigned to do a task to valuate some classmates house...sureee....it was going fine...and how stupid are we to choose 1 that is located at Hougang...and the nearest MRT station is Buangkok...the stupid station that wasnt to be opened but was opened instead cos they thought it was time...to get back to school from there takes at least a minimum of 1hr...MINIMUM...so stupid...who would be so stupid as to do a project which is located so far from school and expect us to get back to school later...JEeEzz...its only thanks to 1 person...some IBM which shall be known as UNKNOWN...
Doing a project at such a far location is sooooo F-U-C-K-I-N-G-S-T-U-P-I-D!
Should have joined other tutorial groups...they have much more brains i think compared to some people...

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Conflicted =(

2006-10-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

Yes, i am feelin very very conflicted at this point of time..i just checked the calender and...realised that many of my precious dates clash with my school timetable!!!!

The dates are hella important...but so is my school...so which do i go for? The ever good student who skips like only 2-3 classes out of a whole semester for the past 3 semesters or is it time for me to change and be a little bad and risk myself getting kicked out of school or failing my language course...failing my language courses is not an option, i definately will not fail them...my dates are either on a Monday or Wednesday...those are the 2 days of both my language...and longest day in school so if i were to skip, i would be skipping loads of stuff...so i guess i have to really count my thingy well or risk expulsion...geez i'm such a pussy...everyone dares to skip and skip and skip and nothing seems to happen to them...guess i dont dare to lose the "good guy" image that i have been portraying...how plastic can i actually be...

*RIP THRU THE PLASTIC*

Time to really live freely and not hide behind masks anymore i guess...

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oh mY...

2006-10-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

Friday

It was supposed to start out well...i woke up early, didnt feel that tired although i had watched a movie with someone till midnight on thursday...the show name "Death Note"
Watched it at GV Jurong Point...Hell, the place sux totally...i dont think i ever wanna watch a movie there again...the airconditioning in the theatre was pathetic...i doubt it was on at 1st but later they turned it on...and it still was hot as hell...service getting worst cos they got a great opening at Vivocity? Geez...how much would they make if they only had a branch there and not at other places which are making more money than that darned place...

Back to Friday...i left early so i didnt expect myself to be late for class...travelling was fine...till my bus suddenly stopped...i didnt know what happen...so i didnt exactly bother...waited for 5mins...traffic was gettin worse so i looked out the window...every vehicle had come to a standstill...ok 10mins passed...then 15mins...everyone sitting in the same bus as me got impatient...they went to the driver and asked what had happened...the driver said there was an accident in the front...so everyone decided to get off the bus...i alighted too...i walked to the bus stop further up...just to see what was happening...then i saw the accident...IT WAS A PATHETIC ACCIDENT...a white car and a taxi had collided...NO FUCKING IDIOT WAS INJURED...instead, what did they do? They left their cars in the middle of the traffic junction...how fucking stupid can those idiots be...they made traffic come to a halt just for their stupid quarrel...they stopped traffic for about 30mins...creating a long chain behind...finally the police came and told them to move to the side of the road to continue...THEY SHOULD HAVE FUCKING DID THAT EARLIER...ARE THEY STUPID OR WHAT? FFS they look so well-dressed but actually brains full of air i bet...stupid idiots...everyone was starring at them yet they didnt give a hoot...they continued squabbling...finally the road was cleared and traffic continued...i arrived at school at 9.55am...5mins left to get to class...no chance in hell i was gonna be able to do that...it was at the other end of school...so i stopped at the shop to get some titbits...

Slept during my 3hrs lecture...but i managed to listen to some parts so i didnt exactly sleep throughout =)
After that was ice skating...hadnt skated in like a month...started out a little shaky but got back in no time ^.^ Left early to go back with somebody...the rink was getting kinda bare....
Oh yea...and the prices for skating have gone up...significantly!! $13.70 for the public...thats hella lot when they havent exactly done anything to the place in my opinion...

Saturday

Friends had called me out but i didnt want to go out with them cos i dont really have the means anymore...i have been overspending...now my well has dried up...sadly but truely...so yea...time to start saving if its even possible =\ To be realistic, money is everything in the world now...without money, you cant do anything...dont tell me you can live on spiritual needs...guess what? You will die in just 3 days...why? Water needs money to be bought...food needs money to be bought...so be realistic...MONEY IS EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD...you cant buy happiness but without your life, where does happiness come from?

Stayed at home the wholeeeee day...super super boring...watched tv from the time i awoke till now...lucky i have cable tv now...or else i would have died of boredom...might ask..why am i not playing the computer? Cos i let my brother play...he only gets to play during the weekends cos thats when hes back from camp...so i dont really wanna deny him of any gaming chance...lol...noble? NO...its normal
Now i'm wathing "The Last Samurai" on Cinemax...never watched it before...

O.O and i almost forgot...ITS DEEPAVALI...Festival of Lights...Light up my life too =X

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WoOoOoOoO...

2006-10-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

Anata wa daisuki...zutto

mai nichi mai nichi omoimasu...wasurenai

dakara...aiishiteru
boku wa ganbaru desuyo =P

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
<3<3<3<3<3<3
<3<3<3<3<3
<3<3<3<3
<3<3<3
<3<3
<3
^.^
HeeX~~ I Tried my best =))))

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lost

2006-10-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 7am...no problems as usual...its the 6am wakeup that kills me...got ready for school...and left at about 8.20am...father drove me to school...during the journey, i looked at the car drawer and low and behold...a roach came out...sorta startled me a little...but i let that go...2nd 1 i saw...yesterday i killed 1 that appeared outta nowhere too...well, after a while later, a smaller nymph appeared...this time, i lifted my foot and stepped on it...

Fast forward....lecture time, i slept...lol...seriously i dont know why i am so sleepy during the daytime nowadays...after lecture, i went to the library to wait for my next class to begin...my german class...while waiting, i read some magazines...and i got shocked...i read...if you feel sleepy during the daytime for a long time, its either diabetes or depression or some other thingy i forgot...i dont wish for it to be any...cos its all not good =\ BOOOO!!!~~

My insecurity level is at an all time peak...where do i stand in your heart? I wish i knew, what are you thinking? How much do i mean to you? How much do i actually know about you i often question myself...does the problem lie with me cos i think too much? Is it wrong for me to do that? All the why, what, how, when and where...so many questions..its neverending...hope its just me, myself and i being stupid by doing this...what is it that i feel? I think i know what i feel towards you but i dont know about you...do you feel the same way as me?
Shattered heart, shattered soul, lost now, not forever...

I would say it would be my own fault for now...when it was the holidays, i could do whatever i want...but now since school has begun, i am so tied down...i dont have time on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays...Saturdays and Sundays, i am not so sure about that...school really takes a toll out on me...i start in the morning and end at night...almost 12hrs a day in school...thats like 2x the time of what i used to spend...all the time is spent thinking of one thing...and only ONE thing...

Anyway, German lesson was fun, although i didnt know anybody...the lesson was fun...the teacher as usual was funny and interesting...she made it all good and worthwhile...maybe its just me but i have a strong interest in learning languages thats why i find that i should be able to handle it...=)

You MaKe Me FeEl oUt Of My EleMeNt!!

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standstill...

2006-10-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today wasnt exactly a good day...i set my alarm to wake up at 6am...i did wake up at 6am to switch on the water heater...then....zzzzz.....till i jumped up and looked at my watch...oh my...7am already...i am so late...had to leave by 7.30am or else i would be late cos my class starts at 8am...ya erm...i was still very very tired cos i had planned to sleep at 12am actually but i slept at 1am+ instead...and i wasnt sleeping...i was dreaming...had a bad dream...hope it doesnt come true...this is something which i do not wish to see happen...

When you dream at night=brain still actively thinking=not sleeping=tired when awaken...

Sigh...back to the day..i reached school at 8am...i rushed up to the 5th floor via the stairs cos i lazy to wait for lift...then waited at the classroom door...there were some other people there as well...but i didnt know anyone as usual...i super anti social can? thats me...u must talk to me then i talk back to u...but i very judgemental so if i see and dun like u...u talk to me i also give u 1 word answers...well...
Waited outside classroom...5mins passed...10mins...20mins...30mins...OMG FINALLY THE STUPID TEACHER COME...everyone waiting outside impatiently already....he still got the cheek...walk past everyone silently...open the door...enter, put his things on the table...after everyone sat down, i still waiting for him to at least give an apology...wait wait wait...finally he says something..."Sorry waited at the wrong class" then he started with some stupid Bomb bomb bomb game...Bomb your head want? Waste so many ppl time and give that 1 sentence thingy...so insincere...my impression of this teacher=very very bad...i dont like him 1 but cos i think he has a shit attitude...after that discussed the course module...etc etc etc...then ended in 1hr...class ended at 10am...seriously i woke up early for a late teacher, 1hr day lesson...what a pissin day...Went back home after that...missed the 157 so i went to the Shell station there to buy some chips home...lookin and lookin...then i saw the new flavours of Twisties...i immediately took it...went out of the station after payment and a 66 came...so i just took it...although i have to walk a longer distance to get home, i didnt really mind...i was just very very sleepy...

After reaching home, i watched my recorded "Grey's Anatomy" and ate my Twisties...i prefer the Teriyaki Salmon Flavour to the Tandoori Chicken flavour...wanted to sleep in the living room sofa after the show...i slept a while but kept waking up cos it was simply too warm...DAMN HAZE TRAPPING HEAT...ended up waking up and went to my room to sleep instead...the floor felt so much cooler and better...woke up at 2.30pm or so and took a bath...then went to gaming...i wanted to maple but as soon as i logged in, i felt the word "BORING" coming to me...i logged off and closed it immediately...played CS and Dota instead...time felt like it was not moving at all...such a bore...i was forcing myself to play cos i had nothing else to do...i seriously have no life now...watched tv at night...and now here i am blogging...soon i'll be going to sleep...cos i am very tired! Tomorrow still have a long day...

Oh yea...tomorrow will be the start of my German language class...wonder how it will go...cant wait for it ^.^
Wishing the best for tomorrow...hope its a more pleasant day

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Unrelated~

2006-10-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since i last posted...well i'm waiting for my song download now *OPPS* so i decided to blog while waiting...

Well, today is the 1st day of school...end of a long holiday...reluctant for it to end but all good things have to come to an end...and its about time i think...any longer and i might go blind soon..why? Simple...over mapling already...now i am at lvl 104...still hella low lvl...i hate my char for being so weak...sad sad sad...i wasted so much time and money on maple during holidays while other ppl are out working...

Money draining and draining even more...soon my well will go dry...and i dont wish for that to happen...so what do i do now? SAVE!! I have to start saving already...for now, i quit maple...well thats me i guess...when school reopens i quit maple...cos maple takes too much time...and its only the 1st day and i feel so lethargic already...i have to get back my energy...

My timetable is very packed now...i brought it upon myself i guess...i'm taking 2 languages now...actually i'm more of excited to get started with languages...and my 1st lesson began today, as usual, Japanese is on Monday...but now on wednesdays, i have German....yes, thats my new language...so the only days i end early are on tuesdays and thursdays...but i start school early...so it doesnt really make a difference...

Many things happened during the holidays...i experienced things that none of you would ever experience...i am pretty pretty sure about this when i say it =)

Now i cant wait for the year end holidays...cos many things gonna be happening and its the 1st time for me...YES 1st time again...GeeZ...why is everything the "1st" time for me...call me a nerd...no i'm not but i just stay home too much...i never experience singapore although i was born here and have livin here for 18yrs of my life...Talk about Sentosa...when was the last time i went there? Cant remember...the Zoo...that i can remember...2 or 3yrs ago i think...Bird Park, erm...no idea...and the Night Safari...MmmmMm....prolly 8 or 10yrs ago...

The closer we are to the place, the less we even bother going to it...that would probably why i dont like to live here in this small island called Singapore...i'm jealous of Hawaii...although its Earthquake/Volcanic/Tsunami etc prone area...its small also and so much nicer? I wonder if the people living in Hawaii would think the same way if they visited Singapore...they may like it here and dislike it there...sigh...guess thats how we are...never contented with what is around us...always wanting to get something which might be beyond our reach...

Something which is very dear to me and i do not wish to lose...lost if gone...never wanna leave i guess...

>.<"" My bloggin always go all around the place...if u get my meaning...messy!!

Well...i'm sleepy already...still gotta get up at 6am later...sigh...school is such a drag..or not...

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Blabbermouth~~~ =P

2006-09-20T13:11:00.000+08:00

Eee...nobody seems to have gotten my last post...over meant to something which recently happened ok? Over liao...overrrr =)

Anywayz...i sian 1/2 now thats why i blogging...i have been mapling and mapling and mapling...i know a little ki siao de...but bo bian...nothing to do ma...i havent touch dota in a while...think i gotten worse at it already heex~

I chiong maple chiong like siao...1 day at mixed golem map from lvl 75 to 78....then another day at coolie map from lvl 78 to 82...then last 2 days, 1 day lvl 1 time cos dowan chiong through day and night le...so 83...then now 84...got puppet le..so cute =P wan to hit 90....then 100!
Lost all my items overnight...but managed to get back up...maybe its a blessing in disguise? I dont know and will never know...cos i was actually kinda bored of my sniper but now i am rushing lvling him like mad again...items still kinda average now...but still can make it =)

Finally, after 18 years, i got out of something...not going to church anymore ^^ its about time i think...had a quarrel with my mum 2weeks ago at about 5am+ while i still mapling...then the next week, she said when i ready to go back to church just let her know...in my heart i was jumping with joy!! AT LONG LAST! Can i be a free thinker now? Hmmmm...maybe 1 step at a time...hehe..she will murder me if i raise it up i think xD

SooooOOooOooo...i have watched quite a few movies i think...the most recent was "Gigglo wannabe" funny movie must watch =P

Another movie...that must...NOT NOT NOT watch would be "The Host" <<>> Koreans make dramas that make ppl go..OOoOoOoOO...AhhhHhHhHhH....but make these kinda movie make ppl go...puiiii...maybe i wont watch korean movies anymore =) Discrimination thanks lalala :P:P

oh...ya....ice skating also HA!~ I just love it...i cant seem to get enough of it...but somehow...nowadays, the time seem to get slower and slower on the rink...its like time goes to a complete -50% speed when ur on the rink...not to me alone, to other skaters as well, they feel the same as i feel...maybe cos we have unlimited skating time and all the time in the world to skate...maybe if we get the normal 2hrs then we will feel the rush of time...just maybe i guess

Finally, results out...i got crappy grades...LOUSY!! All B's and C's...With a GPA of under 3...when my aim was a 3 at least....sigh...next semester its time to really work for that 3 at least GPA i have been aiming for..and i have been split from my previous class...3 semesters together now we go our seperate ways..but hey, we'll be in the same lecture...that is if u ppl turn up...HeeX~
I wanna check out other classes timetable and maybe request for a change...hehe..i wanna have the power, the authority to change classes as and when i want! If the other classes have timetables that i feel dont match my timing, i wont bother trying to change...cos currently all my classes start at 9am and end at 4pm...cut me some slack will you ppl >.< I want to start at 10am and end at 2pm!! I know its an impossible request HA!~ Worth a try...u never know till u try...

Thats all i have to say for now...Tata!~
Oh yea..i'm jobless...anyone got any convention or some promo thingy jobs that are held like 3days or so lemme know!! I dont mind doing it i think =P

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Its over

2006-09-07T02:50:00.000+08:00

Its OVER....

O-V-E-R...OVER

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IcE!

2006-09-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

Just came back from ice skating...my legs aching now =X

Wanted to go to the rink at 4pm...ended up leaving house at 5pm...lol cos i got lazy =P...logged on to maple and found there was some event thingy going on..so i dragged my time until 4.15pm before getting ready to leave..

Arrived at the rink and saw it very very crowded..and very very wet...but soon after...the rink became emptier and emptier...at 8pm, it was already very empty...i learnt 2 new things today..cornering and back crossing O.O...still learning them...not easy to do =(

I sat down on the ice today...cos i really felt tired...lol...then it was dry then wet >.<...but yea...did some stupid things today =X

After that was dinner...and then went home...tired tired and more tired....thats all...nothing much today :)

I'm missing someone...

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Happy Tcher's Day

2006-09-01T02:12:00.000+08:00

Today went back to secondary school for teachers day celebrations...woke up very very early...actually woke up twice every hour throughout the night...cos i had a sore throat...and i drank water constantly hoping that it would subside by the time i got up...but nooo...i pee'ed and pee'ed non-stop...u may think that i felt tired...but nope...surprisingly, i didnt feel tired 1 bit...got ready by 7.30am and prepared to leave...but dilly dally more at home...ended up leaving at 8.20am...went to the bus-stop and the bus came..."Just in time i thought"...but noooo...instead...got a major jam up ahead....stuck in the jam for about 30mins to 45mins....and i was urgent to go to the toilet again...halfway through the journey i really couldnt control anymore!! Alighted from the bus and went to the station...felt sooooo relieved =P

Met up with frens then we walked to school together...chatting as we walked :)
Reached school and met up with our ex-form teacher..still as pleasant and outgoing as usual...thats why we love her...shes da bomb yea =P...watched the concert and talked with teachers....ok fast forward...

BY THE WAY...IT WAS RAINING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DAY =) THATS THE CAUSE FOR THAT DAMN JAM WHICH GAVE ME SOME TROUBLE!! =
After the celebration, went for lunch at PS...went to the Manhatten fishy thingy restaurant...ordered Dory fish with Garden Herbs...The fish was good...very soft, steamed nicely...the garden herbs? Totally BAD!! My fish was filled erm...spring onions if i'm not wrong...COVERING TOTALLY...i swished it to a side...but could see the whole fish still green...like moss growing on the fish...but it wasnt bad :) then had the fries..not as oily as fish & co....but hella bad for me..i still having sore throat and i eat such heaty stuff...crazy right? Well...thats me i guess...dont really know how to take care of myself...but i told myself i had to for that someone special who just entered into my life :)

After that, i left my frens for a while...to go get movie tix for later movie...after that, went to Guardian to get some "Leftose" for my sore throat...i had finished mine already...went to the Guardian near Cineleisure but the pharmacist was off duty so they had a sign...please visit our nearest Guardian at Centrepoint...so i went there...lucky the pharmacist was there...bought it and went walking around the shopping centre...was finding a earpiece for someone...found a shop that sells it...but when i asked for the price, he said..."$120!" I asked him, "I thought it was going for around $60+ only?" Then he went on to say...well i dont know..thats the price our shop sells at...you might want to try the Service centre at Wisma Atrium, it might be cheaper :) I thanked him and left...on the way out, i went to Coffee Bean and Tealeaf...i found my favourite coffee cafe already...prefer this over Starbuck's cos they have Vanilla Ice Blended with coffee base O.O I LOVE THIS DRINK ALOT!! After i got the drink, i went walking around more and my frens called me...so i went to meet them again at Cineleisure...they didnt catch a movie...instead they went to E2Max to book a room and play games...i played while waiting for somebody :)

Just couldnt wait for u to come...when u did, i bid my frens farewell and left to meet u...then we walked around and then back to Cineleisure to catch the movie...Love every second spent with u...Watched "The Devil Wears Prada"...didnt really catch most of the movie...but its funny...thats all i know...ok now that i write about it, i remember most of the movie =P but wont talk about it cos i'm lazy as usual...just go catch it...wont regret :)

Went home with u after that, walked to the MRT station, took the train together...back home...seriously i think people are jealous of us cos they keep lookin at us ^.^ Maybe cos we too lovey dovey =P Joking joking...hehe...

Then ur mama called...lol...so funny...always bluff her =X(hope she dun read this =P) Ok...i think i bad influence on u! Then again, i trying to change u!! Only u dowan listen so i wu hua ke shuo le ^.^ Give in to u :) U go home 1st then come down again...while i wait for u ^.^ U can take ur time i wont mind =D

Wanted to go supper with u...but walked past 7-eleven...then saw drinks!! So didnt want to go want to go eat anymore...instead bought a Ahem(Something with alcohol, I'm 18!!!) and a bottle of water..then we walked off to somewhere to sit and chat =x Drank alcohol...then realised i wanted to eat medicine...dont think they really go together...but who cares..just ate medicine instead...lol...time spent with you is precious and i dont wanna lose any second of it!

Feel bad about making you stay out so late...but left u at 1.25am!! Holy crap...thats alot of time...NOT!!! TIME IS NEVER ENOUGH WHEN I'M WITH U!!

Simply put...I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!
HUGS KISSES FRENCHES WHATEVER(OPPS SOME ARE WRONG =P)...LaLalA
This is simply getting toooo much for alot to handle ^.^

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HAPPY DAY!!

2006-08-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

TODAY!! ONE OF THE HAPPIEST DAYS OF MY LIFE!!!

WAKE UP EARLY TO GO UR HSE!! THEN EuuUuu come down to fetch me instead give me a lil shock =P

Spent the whole day in ur house!! I still cant forget it....sooo happy...the time we spent together :)

I LOVE U! MISSING YOU!!

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2 days of late night out...

2006-08-28T01:01:00.000+08:00

Saturday...was planning to go ice skating with a certain group of frens...but they canceled out on me on friday night...so i was actually quite distraught and didnt know what to do on saturday...then i remembered i still had 2 other different groups of frens who asked me out too...so it was a another decision to make...rollerblading or movies+treats...ended up going for movies instead....

Supposed meeting time at Orchard was 1pm that day...waited and waited...hmmm...late as usual...got a lil pissed off maybe cos of the heat...i ended up walking around wisma atrium...and when my fren called, i told him where i was...he mistoke for another place...then i told him to meet me infront of another shop...and then we left for Swensen's from there...i had my Starbuck's vanilla latte with me while walking there...met the others at Swensen's..they had already ordered their food and started eating..lucky i didn't feel like eating cos i was full already...i sat there with my Starbuck's drink for a while...till the manager finally came...and said.."No outside drinks allowed here..."
I was a little offended when she said that...yea i know it isnt allowed...but she should have stopped me the moment i came in...she saw me drinking it for quite a while...then she finally gathered up the courage to tell me that? Stupid biatch =\ BAaaAaa...who cares...its past...

Caught 2 movies that day..."Snakes on the plane" and "Frostbite"...both were alright show...Snakes being better than frostbite...there was some technical errors during Frostbite..there wasn't any sound coming out...people in the cinema started making noises and tried to be lame...but everyone was not really happy...so they apologised and said everyone would get free popcorn...and they would restart the movie...and so they did...the free popcorn wise...3 tix=1 popcorn >.< really should tear tickets apart when there are things like this...then can get more free popcorn...things like this happen once in a bluemoon =P

I wont go into details of the movies cos i dont really wanna talk about them...or i am lazy to type about them =P
Before watching frostbite(which was our midnight movie), my fren treated us to a Japanese Style restaurant...at Takashimaya...there were lots of japanese and the workers spoke japanese too...how cool was that...i wanted to speak in japanese too but was held back a little because i dont wanna make a fool outta myself =P I ordered food...which was the most expensive out of all of them...was feeling kinda bad so i offered to pay back 1/2 of it...but he declined..so i left it at that...

During dinner, my stomach didnt feel that well...dont know why i only get this feeling during weekends...i eat like this during weekdays but it doesnt happen...ONLY ON WEEKENDS!!
Ended up reaching home at 2am...then chatted with someone till 3am+ before going to slp...

Sunday...i skipped church...cos i didnt want to wake up early and feel tired the rest of the day...i woke up at 10am...and got ready to meet frens to go ice skating...supposed to skate at 11.30am...but ended up watching a movie instead, Snakes on the place...2nd time lol but its ok i liked what went on...cos some had not arrived...after the movie, we went to the ice skating rink to check if it was possible for us to skate unlimited although we had only 3ppl...i checked with the person serving there...lucky she knew me :) Cos i always go on friday...so its kinda like a familiar face...ISAN member ROX!! LOL!! I got my frens in at a discounted price, they paid same as me with free rental of skates...MANAGER IF U SEE THIS CANNOT FIRE WORKER...THEY HELP CREATE REVENUE FOR THE PLACE ONLY!!

Skated for a while..before my stomach felt uncomfortable again...same as yesterday's feeling...sickening stomach...dont know whats wrong...so lucky my frens fren called and they were at Mcdonalds...so they asked if we wanted anything and they bought and brought it to the rink...ate it and i felt a little better...

Left the rink at around 5pm+ then went to the library to chit-chat a little...YES!!! Chitchat in the library...lol...and left for clementi at around 7pm if i remember correctly...ate dinner 1st...and then they had some badminton session thingy so i just watched...until around 9.30pm+ i left the place with some of them...then went to spend time with someone all the way till 12am+ before going back home...u sent me again...nxt time its my turn =D

I LoVE YOu!!!!! So vErY VErY VeRy MuCh!!

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Free from exams for now :)

2006-08-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

YES!! My final paper ended earlier today :) Final final paper ^^

Before my paper, i woke up early to prepare for it...because i hadnt started anything for it...while waiting, i felt bored...because what i keep reading, i felt it was familiar and i knew it..then i kept slacking off...ended up watching my recorded "Lost 2" instead of studying...after that, or it might be before i watched it...i received a call...

"Moshi moshi, Calvin san desuka"
"Hai, sodesu"
"Yoko sensei desu, email mimasuka"
"hai, mimasu..NPal problem ga arimasu"
"Yes, jaaa...i tell you your result now..iidesuka'
"Iidesu"
"Jaaaa....caaalllruuubbbiiinnnn saaannnn waaaa.....B+"
"hontoni...arigatou!!"
"Jaaaa...sayonara..."
"jaa..sayonara...i will go and register for next module later"
"Ok...iidesu"

I got nothing to hug...so i immediately hugged my doggy and jumped with joy...then i thought about it...maybe i heard wrongly...is D+ >.< Registered for next level after i reached school :)
Going to register for JLPT4 as well as i hope to pass it and get a cert ^^

Went to school for APM paper, arrived quite early...sat at the bench and that area was super windy...crappy paper...i knew the facts but i didnt know how to write it out...so i dilly dally throughout the paper...ended 5mins before the paper ended...this is the longest paper i had ever done...didnt leave early for once...

So after the paper, i rushed to the ice skating rink ^^Finally back on the ice...after a long absence...i missed it...fun skating, but time seemed to move uberly slow...felt like an hr passed...but only 15mins went by -.-"
Well, skated and skated...left early bcos someone came to the rink and i didnt want u to wait...so i left immediately...when u came, i couldnt stop smiling...

Left with you...then i went to Mcdonalds to buy my dinner to take back to eat =P 20 pieces of nuggets...u didnt want any =( lalala...nvm u have dinner at home le ^^
Thought i gonna send u home...instead u send me home =X thank youuuuuuuuuu =D=D

Life seems so much better with you around now :)

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2nd paper over...just 1 more

2006-08-23T19:18:00.000+08:00

Today was the 2nd day of exam...i'm glad this paper is over...its the most stressful paper for me...simply cos everything is memorise and memorise and more memorise...but i'm thankful for that someone who was there, chattin with u for long hrs helped me relax alot...and probably thats why i had the little push to study hard :) Although long hrs chat, i forced myself to study for periods of time...and then get to talk to u =P LaLAla...its like a small little pressie for myself :P I know i am a little psycho but we all need something to motivate us ^^

For this paper, its a sure pass for me i know it :) I'm uber happy now because i failed common test for this paper but now i am gonna pass ^^ Its over and done with...now just 1 more final paper on friday before a week of fun and enjoyment...current plans for this weekend...

Friday, Final paper then ice skate after that...
Saturday, Ice skate whole day? ^^
Sunday, Ice skate whole day again? =D=D YAY!! I CANT WAIT!!

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bULLsHitZzz!!~

2006-08-21T12:32:00.000+08:00

Today 1st exam paper...i woke up early...but slept late...was rolling in bed till 3am...then had to wake up at 6am...wanted to sleep at 1am actually but just couldnt...went to school early...reached at 7.50am or so...then studied a bit..cos i waitin for library to open...then i went to register for language class!! Registered for german :) Wanted to register for my japanese as well...but got missing information needed so i couldnt register...then it was almost time for the paper...

When i received the paper...read through it...of all, only knew how to do 1!! ONLY 1 WHICH I WAS CONFIDENT OF!#@#! So i secured only 25marks out of 100marks O.o CooL? Maybeee...maybe not >.< This paper really screwed badly...those studied didnt come out...never study all come out...my mind was a total blank when i saw the questions...but of course i answered everything...wrote some rubbish for every single thing...i took my time..dilly dally during the entire exam...until teacher said...last 15mins...10mins before time, nobody allowed to leave the room...i immediately scribbled rubbish on the paper...then handed up and left...didnt want to stay in the room for another 10mins :P

So left for home...back home...for break...then back to studying for wednesday's paper...hope that goes well...cant fail that or imma fail that module...i think =
Well...throughout the whole week, i been sitting at home...and playing games instead of studying...really got no mood to study...wonder how i sit at home for a whole week without leaving? Its easy when ur used to it..i can do it for a whole month...its called slow death ^^

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Lost the drive to game...

2006-08-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

Yes, you read correctly...this super crazy gamer has just lost all drive to play games...more on why further down...

Woke up early...actually i dont even know if i slept throughout the entire night...i was dreaming and dreaming and dreaming...it was a weird dream which would never happen in reality but i liked it none the less...i tried to get the thought out of my head while i was sleeping but i just couldnt...the countless times i woke up...but i didnt feel tired...so i just got up at 7.30am...and went to take a bath...after i got out of the shower, my eye felt itchy..left it and didnt want to rub...then went to the mirror to take a look...uh oh...eye started turning red...my left eye..on the left side of the pupil...the right side was still white...but soon after, the whole eye turned red...bloody red...i was freaking out to myself in my room...ArGH!!! WhaT is happening!!! Should i go and see a doctor or leave it...i had a test real soon...decided to leave it as it is..just closed the left eye for like 10mins...it felt a little better...then i went off to school...when i reached school, the redness seemed to have subsided...great feeling...

Day of my 2nd test..hadnt exactly prepared much for this...got the paper and read through the questions at 1st...great..what i had studied...or i thought i did...yea..i did...but didnt really know how to elaborate on the answers tho...a pass is for sure...but how well? Dont really know...

Went home after we had another revision tutorial for APM exam...then i started mapling...this is where it gets tricky...i played and played...and left my laptop in my room...logged on to my sniper acct...i wanted to just heal my character while i trained my sin on my desktop outside...so my stinky, playful lil brother thinks its funny...he enters my room and does some things on my laptop...i didnt know what was happening until he came out and ran to me and started with the cheeky smiles to me...i immediately went in to my room...opened my laptop cover...and saw my sniper...NAKED! MY LIL BROTHER HAD THROWN ALL MY HARD EARNED ITEMS AWAY...AND ALL OF IT WAS GONE! PEOPLE HAD ALREADY TAKEN IT AWAY AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO! THE ITEMS TOTALLED UP TO A WHOPPING 50m+ WORTH OF MESOS! I GOT SO FUCKING PISSED I RAN OUT AND SCREAMED AT HIM AND STARTED SMACKING HIM REAL REAL HARD...AND HE STILL THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY! I AM SO FUCKING PISSED! I GOT A STUPID BITCH ASS MAID AS WELL...TOLD HER SO MANY FUCKING TIMES NOT TO LET MY LIL BROTHER TOUCH MY LAPTOP AND SHE JUST WATCHED HIM DO IT! FUCKING STUPID IDIOTIC SHITASS BITCH!

After this incident, i totally lost my mood to play maple already...so i thought i could play another game...so i went to dota...god knows why i also lost interest in it...i just didnt want to play any games....WHY DID IT HAVE TO HAPPEN?? WHY?? FUCKING WHY!$!@#!@!#
SHIT I NEED A LIFE THX!

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The world is weird ~.~

2006-08-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

Yes, the world is weird...and it only gets weirder as the days go by...recently, there is this new competition...not any type that would interest most...its the cockroach race...which is going to be held soon...how gross...urkish...disgusting...sick...YUCKS...

Can u imagine seeing a bunch of roaches race through a track? As i saw it on the news, i got pretty disgusted...didnt feel like looking anymore...that was just...EWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!~~~
Oh...and if u dont have ur own roach, u can purchase 1 for just $10 at the competition venue...CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?! A ROACH FOR S$10!!! What have we been doing? Killing roaches all our life...how many have we killed? Lets say..prolly bout 50+ or so? How much would that add up to??? At least a minimum of S$500!~~Thats an estimate for how many i've killed...what about those that have lived to a very old age? Wouldn't it mean they've killed a fortune already? Time to regret oldies ^^ There goes ur money =P
Oh...and the prize now...S$1000 for the winner...cool? Not for me...i cant even bear the sight of watchin these kinda race...jus imagine if they escaped...they would be crawling all over u yea? Room of roaches...Yucks!~ *Faint*

Just had a nice nice long relaxing bath...i think a bath tub would save more water than me running the shower for over 30mins...but bath tubs arnt nice...no water hitting ur body to massage at the same time =P

Well...said all that i wanted...time to get back to the books and prepare for tomorrow's test...best of luck to all :)

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Beginning of tests and exams

2006-08-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

Had a test earlier at 9am...was fretting over it because i didnt have the program at home and i had no chance to practise it at all!~ But....it ended as fast as it started ^^ Spent like 1/2 an hour and i completed it!! It was easier than i had expected...everything was smooth sailing...no errors to mess me up...ok...think i'm gettin a bit big headed now...but if all the tests were like this, WoO...i'll be scoring like never before...haha...*wishful thinking as usual*
Since i ended early, i waited for the rest to finish...and i did...1hr 20mins later then they finished(thats the time the test ended so no choice)...when it ended, i finally managed to get my other group members to do the ABT project...FINALLY!! Left them to do it while i left for home...

On my way home, i slept on the bus...cos super sleepy >.<...and i almost missed my stop...when the bus stopped, i peeked a little from my eyes...then...*Shit*...i jumped up and ran down the stairs of the bus...lucky someone pressed the bell to alight too or else i might have slept to dont know where -.-"...while walking home, my group members told me they had completed the thing already...*heaves a sigh of relief*...its over at last...

Reached home and the 1st thing on my mind was to...Maple...but sever was down...under maintenance...supposedly until 12.30pm only...but they dragged until 3pm+...lucky didnt waste that time waiting...i played CS and dota while waiting...when sever was finally up, i lvled my sin immediately...now at lvl 23...
So my chars are a lvl 44 mage, lvl 23 rogue and a lvl 74 sniper...i plan to train my sniper now...must lvl up to 75 soon....and more and more! I want lvl 100 chars! Saw a dragonknight today...shout and whole screen monsters all dead...made me so jealous...now i feel like making a dragonknight...at this rate i'm gonna be a poor poor person...

Dinner, i almost gorged myself to death...went to the nearby coffee shop to packet some food...actually alot of food...a large packet of fried kway teow and a large packet of fried carrot cake...my favourite food :P...super sinful but super delicious...ate until so full that i fell asleep while watching tv...

National day today...wonder wads gonna happen O.O

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I got a new assassin :P

2006-08-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

I skipped my Sunday morning activities ^^...woke up at 2pm in the afternoon only =P can u blame me? I slept at 4am! Hurhurhur...woke up and watched my recorded shows...Smallville, Charmed and Love at 0 degrees...then went on to play maple again after that...i think i maple too much i am gettin bored of it again....played all the way till night before watching Las Vegas...then went to play KongKong Online :) A New game...something like crash team racing...only this 1 bounces all the way...hehe...Hella cute game...

Didnt have school today on monday...so i woke up late also...cos i also slept at 4.30am that day...but this time, i woke up at 10am+...cool right? only 5hrs+ sleep...still quite energetic yeaAa =PpP...i played maple for a short while...then i got really bored...so i went to play CS instead...then i went back maple again...and decided to make a new character...an assassin...so i did...took me 4hrs to train from lvl 1 to lvl 17...this is the fastest i have ever trained a character...no life eh seriously :P...but yeaaa...i try to find things to do in my time...only i dont like to write them ^^ what happens backstage, nobody will know except myself =)...
Just finished watching Grey's Anatomy and Desperate Housewives..Grey's Anatomy was funny...and its the end for another season of Desperate Housewives...can't wait for the next season...

I have a test later at 9am...hope i dont flunk it...i havent practised on it bcos i dont have the program...so many things, so little time...

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I GoT NEw ShOeS =PpPPpPp

2006-08-06T01:48:00.000+08:00

Thursday...went to school early to do my ABT practical project again...seriously, the whole project is more like a soloist doing it...my group doesnt put any effort into it...i get jealous when i see other groups working so well, everything is split up so well...good teamwork thats why they can complete it so fast...in a few hours...unlike me, i've been coming so many freaking times, stayin back a while, and yet i cant even complete it...told my other members to come...1 came...1/2 an hour late...which left 1/2 an hour to do...but she would be just "eating snake" anyway...the other still sleeping at home...sayin she wouldnt be coming...i should be gettin all the marks myself...but nooooo...i have a heart of gold...i put every single member's name down...regardless of any effort put in or not...plain stupid? Or just killing myself slowly? I know the answer well enough...day ended with me going back to do the ABT project after school...although i didn't want to stay back..but i had to...i had planned to go back earlier but i didnt bcos of that FUCKING project...left after i completed level 1..only to realise that level 2 needed to be constructed as well...so screw that...i left and didnt want to do it...went home to do my normal things like mapling and watching tv...

Friday...i woke up late and almost late for class...class started at 12pm...presentation time...for ABT project(this is a report based 1)..so i arrived at 12.03pm...i rushed from the bus stop to the classroom block...which was like from 1 end of the school to the other...climbin hills up and down...so tiring...and when i reached, ONLY 3 PEOPLE WERE THERE...I RUSH FOR NOTHING AGAIN! WTF am i seriously thinkin...why am i always rushing myself for classes...so the presentation began...1 group after another...then it was my groups turn...the project had been done majority by me...so i knew wad i had to say...but my other 2 group members..spoke at the speed of light - 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000x...ok i'm exaggerating...who doesnt =\ but teacher didnt really care about my presentation because he knew the other 2 didnt do any work...and all the time he was complaining to my friend who suay suay sat next to him...haha...apologies =P u had to go through a hard time..HarHaR!~ At last, got it over with...then i went to hand up my other assignments while the other groups completed their presentation...and i asked teacher whether the practical level 2 was necessary...and he said yes...bcos the other class had done it, we had to follow suit...SCREW THE OTHER LECTURER! I told my other group members that this time they go finish the 2nd floor...i wanted to wash my hands off the project already...and they said..."I dunno how to do anything"...what did i get myself into? My leadership qualities suck so badly...if i was an employer, every single 1 of them would be fired without a shadow of a doubt...the presentations ended quite late so didnt have time for lunch..i went to canteen to make a small takeaway to bring to class to eat...lucky teacher didnt mind =)...so after that, i wanted to go for lecture at first...but then i heard that other groups had went to finish the ABT project so i wanted to follow and do...i went to the lecture theatre to let the lecturer know and went off...I MISSED MY REVISION FOR PYM THANKS TO MY USELESS GROUP! For now, i am cursing some people to fail in their examinations so they will retake it and then we wont be in the same module =) Then u can go rot in ur own projects that u didnt want to do in the beginning...Left at about 4pm and went back to lecture theatre to see if there was anything that i could catch up with...but lecture already ended and i left school at about 4.45pm...went home and got my skates to go ice skating...
Skate skate skate...but today, i chatted more...alot more...and got to know people much better...interesting =P...i'm gettin to be a more confident skater as well ^^...and they are holding some event for skate singapore 2006...dont know if i should join...still considering....sigh...hope i can find an answer soon...dateline coming real soon...after skating, went for dinner...and wow...they dont need alcohol to get all wild...if they go high on alcohol, all hell will break lose fosure...they played the "scissors, paper, stone...*PIAK*"...the piak comes from the smacking of hands if they lose...their hands turned sooooooo red...and they did some mumbling games...and yelled like a bunch of wild people...that, i wont join in with them =\ left about 11pm+ for home...and slept at about 4am+ in the morning...crazily tired i was but i stayed up to maple...

Saturday, left to meet my friends...supposed meeting time was 1.30pm but i arrived at 2pm+ because i went to citylink mall to take a present that they were giving...for my birthday =P..well it wasn't much...just a bear and some shopping vouchers...when i met my friends, they said just follow them...they walked round in circles and finally ended up in cineleisure...they asked me to pick the shoe i wanted and they would pay for it..it was my birthday present =) i had expected something like this already and it did come true ^^ I LuB the present very mucHy...cos i chose it myself...lalala...all they did was just to pay for it =PpP...then we went to watch "Click"...
A super hilarious movie...a must watch movie....the dog loves the hump the soft toy duck...the action is sooooooooo real...and he smacks the guy so many times and then farts in his freaking face...LmFAO!! THAT WAS FUCKING HELL HILARIOUS!!! If u miss this show, u have missed laughing your hearts out...the final part was touching where he died...*Secret time*...I actually teared at this part..but it was for a while only..like 4mins....i teared A LITTLE only...but then it was fun and laughter after that again...really a much catch movie...
After the movie, went to "Sakura" to eat the buffet...located at Orchard Plaza...Yucks...the service sucked at 1st i thought...cos nobody brought us to our table and we went searching around...then we gave up and asked 1 of the waiter...and he brought us to the table which was located at a hidden place =\...the food wasnt bad...but my stomach hurt after eating so much...i always get bloated stomach..super uncomfortable feeling..actually i had that before the buffet...so i didnt really eat much..after dinner, the night was still young...so we decided to catch another movie(i had suggested to go clubbing but since my frens dont wanna go, i shant force them to)...wanted "Frostbite" but when reached Plaza Singapura, they didnt have the movie...so it was down to 2 movies..."See no evil" and "Hard Candy"...NC16 and M18 respectively...my fren said Hard Candy was very scary so i wanted to watch it...but it wasnt scary 1 bit...the show was about:(Taken off GV webby cos i lazy to say...)

The tale opens with a coffee shop rendezvous between 14-year-old Haley (the fantastic Ellen Page) and 32-year-old fashion photographer Jeff (Patrick Wilson), who have previously met only online in a chat room. Despite his questionable enthusiasm at meeting a girl half his age, Jeff comes off as slightly awkward and shy; rather, it’s Haley who is unnervingly forthright in her flirtation. She suggests that they go back to his place, he complies, and, once there, Haley seductively convinces him to take pictures of her. She exhibits a beguiling mixture of innocence and precocious sexuality, but before anything happens between them, Jeff passes out under the influence of the drugs she’s slipped him. When he wakes up, Haley drops her innocent demeanor and begins to undertake a meticulously planned game of retribution against her captive pedophile. She hacks into his computer and ransacks his house while he watches helplessly, and she ultimately raises the ante with a surgical procedure sure to make audiences squirm. The exact nature of Jeff’s guilt remains nebulous, however, creating an intriguing uncertainty surrounding Haley’s own mental state, and just how psychotic she might be. Expectations are continuously thwarted as the two characters--neither of whom is terribly sympathetic--enact a psychological and physical game of cat and mouse that is as fascinating to watch as a train wreck.

The guy seriously cares too much about his pride and his STUPIDITY...he could have escaped so many times but he was just tooooo stupid thats all..and he died in the end...seriously a stupid stupid guy..mind got played by a teenage girl...weakling =\ The show was alot of talking and talking...wouldnt recommend to people who sleep during talking show...its kinda boring to my friends but i kinda liked it except for the STUPID parts...
Left for home after that...arrived home at around 1.40am...and then immediately did blogging...all i can think of now are my new shoes ^^
I LoVE thEm for now =PpP

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Birthday!

2006-08-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

Today is my birthday...my 18th birthday...seriously my existance is so insignificant in my family...better off dead than alive i feel...people get presents and presents and more presents...what do i get? I will talk about it later...

Had alot of birthday greetings from friends...a big thanks to all of you...without you peeps, i think i would be at the top of a building preparing my final goodbye...to those that forgot...dont blame u...never did...never will...(ya right as if =P)

Woke up early to get to school as usual...the class was quieter than usual...cos my friends were scheming on what to do after class ended...whispers and whispers going on...of course they kept me out of it...thinking i don't know what is going on...but obviously i knew ^^ just had to play along with them =P...during class i went behind ZJ and halfway talked out loud...or not so loud...and gave her a shock...haha...even as i think about it now i still laughing lol =PpP...paiseh didnt mean it although now 7th month...keke...concentrate so much on work until ur reaction so big kakaka...
Teacher was going through revision for upcoming national day present...a test on the eve...best present eh? He gave us the question paper to try and *BLANK*...cannot even do anything...in the end, he teach us...as good as never teach...like gan qu tou tai lidat...teach so fast...aiya...this teacher like really got mood swing de...get over this module and pass it then no need see him anymore good le...
After that, went to atrium to meet the rest who skipped class just to prepare for my birthday "celebration"..(aww...touched) but i feel bad if they do badly just because of this...revision was important =\ Sang song, cut cake...felt glad, estatic, over the top...no words could describe the feeling...they gave me a present...an unconventional gift...a bottle of red wine...nicely wrapped in a lettuce like wrapper =P...then we went off for our field trip, 2hrs journey of bus ride travelling around Singapore seeing rich people live their ass off in great big expensive houses while we could only just get jealous over it...some houses were so freaking hell big...so freaking hell beautiful...so freaking hell...PERFECT...if i ever had a house like those...i might bcome a bum for life =P...it rained before the trip...which made it cold on the entire trip...plus the bus was superbly cold...the air-con was turned up to the max i think..
Oh yea...forgot to talk about the cake...chocolate...sweet...tasty...NICE!!~ There was more than enough cake for everyone because some didnt take =( Bu shang lian lei...jokin =P
After the 2 hrs+ of stoning in the bus ride, went back to school for tutorial lessons...1 hr..wanted to cancel but teacher say cannot so we stuck on to it and went to class...ended pretty quick and i left for home...i got no plans on my birthday...PATHETIC RIGHT? Trust me, my 21st birthday will probably be the same...

Went home to play maplestory...lvled my mage again..now lvl 42...slow leveling...just 1 more lvl to my staff...played till around 8pm+ my parents came back...i took out the bottle of red wine to show my mum and pretended to ask...
Me: "Where to put this bottle?"
Mum: "In the shelf there...,where did u get that bottle from?
Me: "my friends gave it to me"
Mum: "Why would they give it to u? Is it your birthday?"
Me: "Ya..Of Course"
Mum: "Don't bluff...(she looks at her watch and thinks for like 2 secs)...Oh ya...its your birthday...why didn't you remind me"
Me: "Is there a need? If u remember means u remember...if u dont then forget it"
Mum: "Cannot...must go buy cake now..."
Me: "Dont bother..."
Mum screams to my dad: "Zing tian shi lao er de shen ri leh...wo dou wang ji"
Drags my father out of the house and my lil brother follows along to buy a cake for me...my lil bro chose the cake for me...another chocolate cake so i had 2 chocolate cakes...

Every other family member(including my uncles and cousins) celebrate their birthdays with ME going along to their functions and giving them birthday greetings...but i get none in return...they get SHITLOADA pressies...me? i only get from my friends...i live my life within my friends...my family and my relationship=CUT OFF...Blocked off by the tallest wall ever...reaches all the way to the sky...outer space...the entire universe...i doubt we can ever be close...seeing families that are close make my heart shatter...i dont have a family like that..i will never have a family like that...what's wrong? I wish i knew...

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End of projects...

2006-08-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...sunday was a normal day...maybe not so normal...cos i went to a different church, ate at a different breakfast place and shopped at a different place for groceries...but the amount spent was almost the same as usual...i wish i had alot alot of money...cos when i go shopping for groceries, i like to do 2 things only:
"Oh nice!", *take and put into shopping cart*
I cant resist from doing that...i take and take and take...and my cart gets so full...and the bill is a heafty sum too =Went home after that and switched on "Tokyo Drift" immediately...my friend lent me ^^...watch and watch...until the final exciting part...*zitt zitt*...the disk spoil! Can't watch the final part =(
Now i gotta try and borrow from another friend to watch it...was feeling sleepy after that so i went to take an afternoon nap...slept too long...woke up in the evening...and started rushing through my RER project...then i sent to my friend and ignored everything after that to study for my japanese test...yes, this is the only subject that i take FULL interest in...but it isn't easy to score...must try hard!! After that, went to sleep to prepare for the next day..slept a lil too late..
Woke up the next day with a dreaded feeling..it was also going to rain which made it a perfect weather to sleep in...but i had school so i woke up early...reached school late! By 4mins because there was a traffic jam on my way to school...i was feeling so sleepy so i slept through the journey while my father drove...the lecture theatre was empty as usual...everyone arrived quite late...for lunch, we went to the library to rush through the RER project and eat hotdog buns...and after that back for lecture...and then presentation time...presented in the lecture theatre...the feeling was different...i actually quite liked it...why? The place was BIG and EMPTY...unlike in classrooms where it is small and filled...thats where the pressure kicks in...ended with a BANG(yea my own bang =\ ) and then went back to the library to do last minute preparations for my test...japanese test started and it was difficult! Listening test, then writing test and then speaking test...sigh..forgot some things...how i still manage to perform well...but i doubt it...my hopes are just gettin a B and i'll be happy!
Went home after that to actually watch tv...but i ended up mapling instead...and then went to sleep...

Woke up today with plans to do other things...but i ended up mapling as well because other things had distrupted my plans..so i got my mage to lvl 41...and i was almost late for class today because of that...IS final lesson today...guys were to be in class at 2pm...and i arrived at 2.05pm...i was late!~ I rushed from the bus stop to the classroom...only to find that i was the only guy there...sometimes i wonder why i stress myself up so much just to be late...can i try to be like normal poly students who dont give a hoot whether they are late or not? Its not easy...i can be late for appointments with friends but i can't be late for class...sheesh...something's gotta be wrong with my head ~.~
Chiong home to maple again...only this time, when i reached home i didnt have the mood to maple..but i still did...now my aim is to lvl my char to 43 to use maple lama staff...
Tomorrow is supposed to be a special day...but i wonder if any in my family actually remembers...well tomorrow is tomorrow...

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2 days fun~~

2006-07-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

*think think think* tryin to recall what i did on thursday...hmmm...what was it about...oHhhh...remembered...ok i really have bad memory cos i had to see my timetable to actually remember what happened that day...nothing happened actually...nothin unusual at least =\ Kicked off the day with practical lessons beginning at 8am...then i did my project...with 2 other group members....actually got 3 but i wont say 3 cos i am semi-sick of that guy already...ask him cut he go cut until so ugly...sigh...cant really rely on others...but i just wanted to give him something so he wont be lazing around >.<
SKIPP!!!>>>>Fast forward...DAY ENDED WITH ME PLAYING MAPLE TILL MY EYE CUCKOO...THEN WATCH CHINESE DRAMA SERIAL AND LOST...End of Thursday ^^

Now friday...wake up late...haha but still early for school...or was i? Hmmm...cant exactly remember...ARgH!~ My memory failing me again...i only remember the fun parts...Lecture, tutorial, then lunch...teacher come eat with us...i so dunno wad to say when he sat there...aiyo...wad to say to a teacher...zzz...sigh...then after that was tutorial...and then lecture again...this time was funny...the lecture hall became a "gambling den"..haHA...seems like poker is a "craze" for bonding people...then teacher chut the best zhao...he off the lights...LOL then guess wad happen next? They use handphone lights to play...LmFAo...but in the end they stopped...cannot take advantage of lecturer leh...very very rude...although he kind...but got limits...Couldn't wait to get home...because can go ice skating...reached home at around 5pm and lazed around...then left for the rink at approximately 5.40pm...so late right..i know i very lazy..reach there and found that the rink was closed...somebody had booked the rink till 7pm...but my friends said that it should be opened by 6.30pm...when we went up, the rink was totally empty...TOTALLY!! PLUS, THE ICE WAS PERFECT...My friends wanted to be on the ice...because it was PERFECT!! They chiong in and wanted the whole rink to themselves...wow, it was so nice...when they skated, there was mist around them...but it lasted for around 10mins...till more skaters went on the ice...so fun...i am gettin to be more confident on the ice...which is a good thing...will be able to skate better ^^...cant wait till i get GOOD at it...which might take a year...most probably...sigh...well everything takes time i guess >.<
After that we went for dinner...the skaters are real jokers...they got so many jokes to tell...from very cold...to making it funny...then i went home...mapled a while and went to sleep because i was really really tired...couldn't keep my eyes open...

Saturday...woke up super late...at 11am...then prepared myself and went off to meet my friends at PS...i was late by 1/2 an hr...bcos i spent too much time deciding what to wear..haha...at least 45mins i think...mixing and matching is not an easy thing to do...arrived there and saw some long lost friends...O.O really missed them...=\ We had Swensens for lunch...chatted and ate there...total bill was $122+...singapore's tax+GST is too much already...super blood suckers...left to Cineleisure after that to go E2max to play lan...which some went to do other things...we booked the room again...WOW I REALLY LOVE THE ROOMS...WISH IT WAS MY ROOM!!!~~
Anywayz...1st game of Dota...Won...bcos MH let me win i bet...thats not the style of him playing...i know! 2nd game, we lost...i and MH vs GS, WK and MD!~ Sorry wor...my fault...shld have played a better char...=( sigh...nxt time no more mercy for them liao le...i use my best...can see that u not very happy throughout the game cos me feed them =(=( AHhh THINK OF IT I MORE ANGRY!! REMATCH!!~ GS, WK AND MD U GONNA PAY! U gonna get so freakIng Pwned the next time =) GGPWNEDNOOBZERBIATCH! USOPWNEDDANXTTIME!
Lalala...went to eat dinner after that...went to the new Newton hawker centre to try the place there...missed it unlike when we were in secondary school we often went there to eat because it was so near~~only walking distance =P Now it is soooooo big, sooooo crowded, sooooo many foreigners, soooooo many stalls but all sell similar things...haha...really hard to find table...then we waited at a table...cos we couldn't find others and the hawkers told us to wait for this table to finish eating...then the woman sitting there who had practically finished told us "U all can go away, we wont be finishing so fast", "we dun like to see u here"...so we hesitated but left anywayz...fucking idiots...we cursing them as we left ^^ Lucky my fren found another table so we went there to sit...not easy to find table for a big group of 11ppl...we ordered Chilli squid, Chilli Kang kong, Sweet and Sour chicken, Barbeque Stingray, Fried carrot cake, Fried Oyster Omelette and Popiah...DELICIOUS!! YUM YUM...but i didn't know if i was full or still hungry >.< cant tell myself HAHA...we then went Newton MRT station busstop to take some shots...and left for Orchard again...to do somemore things...One of them left for clubbing...i wanna go but i cant...cos i am still UNDERAGE...BUT ONLY 4 DAYS AWAY! Then i will be able to try going to clubs...and blow my ear drums, get drunk(I WONT COS I WONT DRINK MUCH) and all the whatnots u get in the clubs =P How about gettin ass kicked by the bouncer O.O
I wentt back with some other friends to Cineleisure..we wanted to try KPool...I havent played pool before...Never EVER...but it was too crowded...so many ppl on waiting list...so we decided to go back lan instead...for 1 hr then leave for home...I SAW A SHOE THAT I WANT...Well, not exactly the same as what i want...but similar a bit...in the afternoon when we went to cine...but when i went back at night, it was gone!! ARGH! PPL BUY AWAY LE!! SO SAD!!~~~ =*(
Next time..want buy things must buy..cannot puo puo ma ma...then go home le lor...sleep on the bus...so crowded as usual..even though it was 12mn already...

MH: MUST GO OUT AGAIN..THEN THIS TIME MUST PWN THEIR ASS...No mercy liao le :)
O.O i think i leave wad i wanna say in a testi for u in frenster =P

3 in 1 superbly long...get coffee 1st

2006-07-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

SEeeee..now i ain't bloggin as much as i used to unlike from the beginning...thats why the title= the beginning or the end...because everything has a start and an ending...not that i'm ending it now...still too premature at this point...probably reached the peak and slowing down at this moment...like economics...start,zooming,peak, then slow gradually...ladeeda...rubbish talk -.-

Monday was erm...fun/irritating? O.O My ABT project was due...so naturally i had to hand it in...i had done most of my part...actually majority of it was done by me...and me alone...so the quality of work=shitty :P THANK YOU VERY MUCH. MOST APPRECIATED ^^
I asked another group member to add in a small tiny minor microscopic part to the project and he did...erm...i shall not say it...if u are smart enough u would guess wad i wan to say...then i asked another member to print, 1 that hasn't done anything in the entire project...so he asks and asks and asks...all on how to print, where to print...BaH!~ I got pretty pissed off...but i dont show it of course...what do i do? i take it all in like a stupid idiot punching bag...thats what i always do...i take in alot of rubbish because my tolerance level toward idiots=very very high...ended up he asked me to follow him to print...but i didn't follow him :) i asked the other guy to follow him...and he said...do we need a file for this? I'm like...DUH OF COURSE! YOU WISH TO JUST STAPLE THE THING AND HAND UP LIKE NORMAL ASSIGNMENTS? YOU GOTTA BE FREAKIN KIDDIN ME! THIS IS A PROJECT! P-R-O-J-E-C-T! Even if you dont show respect to the lecturer, at least show some respect to yourself thanks >.<
I take pride in my work...i do them well(only if i am doing it myself and nobody else is in the group =P) if i am sharing my marks and doing alone, i slack off by at least 50%...maybe even more...because there is no motivation for me to work...like open listing for real estate agents...only if u study then u will get what i am driving at ^^
HA! I actually sound pretty pissed off by posting like this? NOooooo....i'm happy...because its all past...past past past..i dont dwell on these minor pathetic issues...shorten my life =P
Now i always have 2hrs before my japanese lessons..but i always end up sleeping for 1/2 an hr in the library...then continue my work...CaN you help it? Its a monday and class starts at 9am till 8pm for me -.-" 11hrs in school...even longer than normal working hours...only i am paying for this instead of getting paid :P
Met my ice skating friend in japanese class...almost 1 whole semester pass and i finally realise that she was there...and it is the 2nd last lesson for the class...next week would be the test...SAIGO NO CLASS! I have to pass with at least an A or B or else i wont be happy with my japanese grade :(...must work hard hard to get it...Next year i'll be aiming for JLPT 4 certificate...although its the most basic, its the stepping stone for success...lol crapping again...

TUESDAY! IS CLASS! Before going to school, i had planned a long list of activities to do before going to school to meet friends...wanted to wake up at 8.30am ended up sleeping till 9.30am...only managed to do 1 activity out of the few i had planned...so i went to do it 1st before making my way to school...then meet friends in the library to discuss the presentation for later's class...Today was on formal wear for job interview...What i wore was so...EeeYyUhhH...there was just something wrong about my attire...pants with pelts are just soooooooooooooo not me...flat fronted pants suit me better...and my shoes were so tight...Exact fit...my legs totally hurt...why these problems? wardrobe malfunction? NO! Those weren't mine..only the shirt was my own...my very very own...which i actually liked quite alot...the pants was my brother's...and the shoes was my fathers...sigh...i need to get my own set of formal wear clothes already...one set that flatters my body...woooOoo...nice nice =After class, i rushed home feeling light and great and SO FREE! simply because my projects were near to an end...1 MORE LAST ONE AND I AM FREE!!!! SOOOO FREEEE!!!
When i reached home, i immediately switched on my computer to maple...and got my mage to lvl 38...was so happy! YAY CAN FINALLY USE MY DARK STARLIGHT! *BANG* Dismay instead of happiness...20 fame needed to use it...and i only had 5...so i decided to buy some fame...only to realise it was too late in the night...so i cant buy any...kids are asleep already -.-
I decided to go to coolie map to lvl my sniper...then an idiot came to ks...some stupid little kiddo who ksed and then later hum away to start talking shit...because my friend had called his friends to come..that stupid little kid then said he was a lawyer and other bullshit bullshiz and more bullshitznutzeru..and i asked him some law questions and he couldnt answer...lOl!! Typical idiot...MY COURSE REB IS GREAT I LEARN LAW,ECONS,MARKETING ETC! LOL I CAN TEST PEOPLE ON ALL THESE...NOW I AM BEGINNING TO LOVE THIS COURSE ^^
PEOPLE IF U CANT DECIDED ON A COURSE TO TAKE, COME REB(REAL ESTATE BUSINESS) YOU LEARN MANY MANY MANY THINGS =PpP
Ended up sleeping at 2am....mapled all the way till that time...

Today, wednesday...I TalK more crap, more shITz, more RubbiSH...thats what i have been doing these few days...something wrong with me? No!~ This is me...the real real me..instead of the quiet "white" boi boi who sits quietly and arrives early always...i am a noisy but i know my limits, rubbish talker this i dont know my limits, like making friends only i dont make the 1st move...etc etc etc etc etc etc...yes there are alot of etc...i wear many many masks...
Morning i came to school early as usual...BIM 1st lesson...teacher start lesson...i miss 1st part...cant catch up then i asked teacher question after question and he got pissed with me(can hear the tone of his voice changing)!SCREW U LA! U TEACHER MUST TEACH RIGHT! NOT HAPPY GO CLEAN TOILET BOWL AND FACE IT LA! WHEN U WAN TO TALK TO IT JUST FLUSH TOILET AND IT WILL REPLY U WITH "YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa"!
Then after that tone change in voice i dun ask him anymore questions le...because i inside also pissed liao...faster finish lesson better...see ur face i more pek chek ar...kNs pUiZzz..
After that, lunch break...i ate char kway teow...full liao le...then i dunno why i still go buy 2 char siew sou+2 egg tart...bring to lecture theatre and eat...
Eat 1 char siew sou sibei full liaO le...but i still force myself to finish everything...ended up i so so so so soooooo full...my stomach like overpumped ballon liao le..gonna *BOOM* then u can see all the intestines splattered all over the place ^^ CooL RiTEZzz...

After class ended still must go citylink mall do project...reach there, we start counting people...so many people sia...ok this is for project not count for fun de ok...i count in 5mins got more than 300 people walk past me liao...power hor..traffic flow very good...after that, we walked through the "mall"...then walk past breadtalk...i wanted to buy cheesecake!! I lUb chEEsecakey...so taSty...so sinful...so sOfT...practically melts in my mouth...OoOooOooo...then i never buy...stupiD hORZzz...sigh...now thinking back of it...I HUNGRY FOR CHEESECAKE LIAO!

Eee...this gonna be very very long>>>>>>Fast Forward...all the way to the time where we went to Marina Square to eat Carls Jr...i tried the Beef Chilli Cheese Fries...NOT BAD!! Cheap and nice...big big portion also...$3.90 niA~
I siao siao de leh...so full from earlier still eat somemore...in the end i so full again...then after that walk around Marina Square...then i buy Famous Amos cookies...Double cHoc Chip..thats my favourite...although look black like coal, but the taste is...ExQuIsite~YUMZ YuMz!~
Oh...i bought a new japanese drama before the fast forward :P have no idea wad it is about and i havent watched it...will watch it during these weekends i hope...
After that, time to go home...i took express 502 home..it was a very very front station, actually it was almost the start of the route...from the esplanade...but still quite crowded...lucky i managed to get a seat...i slept on the bus...when i woke up, the bus was TOTALLY CROWDED! NeverminD like i actually gib a fuk about those other people standing...so i go back to sleep...until i reach my stop ^^...walking home, i thought about wad i was gonna do...and only 1 thing came to my mind...MAPLE! so i did...played maple...spent 1hr buying fame...so stupid...finally managed to wear my dark starlight...next goal=getting level 43 to wear maple lama staff ={ how long will it take i wonder >.<
Played till 9pm then time for tv all the way until 10pm where i took a break from tv to take a bath...then 10.30pm continue with project runway^^ then blog now...

2 days of home...tiredddddd

2006-07-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Saturday woke up late late late! Cos i want to sleep sleep sleep!! I GOT 12 hours of sleep...how cool is that..but...the downside of that is..the more i sleep, the more tired i feel...like the body don't ever wanna get up from my beautiful tatami bed...

Got up to play maplestory...managed to get 2 lvls in 1 day for my fire mage...from 34-36...should have spent much much less time if it wasn't for those idiotic kids in the game who think they are so godlike when they only have lvl 40+ chars...pathetic...i bring my sniper in they run away like pussies...kids are stupid! BaH!~

Then at night, i went to do my ABT Project...i use my camera take pictures...got stupid white orbish thingy come out on the pictures...i couldn't use those...so i asked my friend who semi photoshop expert if she could remove those...she requested me to send her the pictures...so i did...was hoping for good news because she said it could actually be done...then later bad news came..it couldnt be done cos the stupid white orbish flash was too big...if she removed it, the details would be gone...so it cant be done...so all the suggestions came in...to use scanner...i have...but missing cable, missing cd. Cant be installed...keep a big item for wad then? Collect dust of course XD...then bo bian still got so many ideas...best would be next day then take the pictures under normal conditions without flash...so i left it at there and went to sleep...

Woke up today...Sunday morning..to go to church..missed the last 2 weeks because i purposely stayed out late into the night so i could sleep at around 4am in the morning and skip church the next day...kinda lame right...after that was breakfast cum lunch at Mcdonalds...

After that, go home to maple...managed to get my fire mage to lvl 37...after 4hrs...then i went to take the pictures for my ABT. Take for a while..then transferred to my com..opened and saw...they were damn blur...so i couldn't use them...so i decided to retake...then i see my camera...NO BATTERY...OMG! So i had to charge them..was feeling tired too so i went to take a short nap...only i couldn't sleep as the ground was cold and my hands and body began to feel numb...so i took the batteries out to see if they were done...enough to take some shots...lucky for me...then i put them in the report and finally managed to get the report done...so i went to watch "Bring it on" which was showing on channel 5...this would be probably the 50++ time i watched it..never get sick of it...cheerleading is just cool! Wish i could learn the moves..yea yea!~
Then after the show, took a shower and back to projects..for a while...then back to TV...Las Vegas...and then back to projects...troublesome eh...talking to my friend on msn...alot of friends...couldn't take a break for a while...lol...then my friend sent me this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfMQnWj-76o
Lame video haha...go watch it and be a lamer as well :P
Still got a long day at school tomorrow...

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2006-07-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

Wheeeee...just came back from ice skating...really had a blast there...now i'm getting to know more people...more and more and more!!~ Just need more confidence and i will know even more! MORE!!!! Ok...i'm going mad about making friends, but who doesn't want friends right? Even those friends whom you think were good to you may betray you sooner or later so its best to widen your circle of friends =P
I fell down at the rink today...not of my own fault! Some pro skater(wont name him >.<) malfunctioned on his brakes...slide and bang my legs...i fell on my butt!~ Managed to take some impact on my hands so i didn't get really wet...except my butt hurt at that time, now it doesn't anymore...when he fell...everyone said "I SAW THAT"...freaking funny...because he seldom fall(or never) so it was an eyeopener? I MISSED IT! Aww...he slide me from the back how could i see -.-" only saw him under me after i fell(imagine a bowling ball hitting the pins).
Well, its fun fun fun at the rink...i just love it...although some people really very uncouth...but maybe they joking? I don't know =\ just count it as a joke

Haven't blogged the past few days because...*Drumroll*..I WAS LAZY! Yea..laziness really makes me don't wanna do anything...i lvled my sniper to 74 then i decided to train my fire mage so hes 33 now...almost 34 soon, use my sniper to lvl my mage because its much faster...good to have a high lvl char in maple =D i just want my sniper to hit lvl 100...i know, wishful thinking but when theres a will, theres a way :P

Still got 2 more projects to complete by next Monday and Tuesday..ABT and IS Business Image...so troublesome...lucky i ain't going out tomorrow so i shall be lvling my chars and finish up my projects...last few days been feeling very tired so i looked forward to today because my 10am lecture was cancelled =D so my class only started at 12pm...so i slept all the way until 10am+ today...such a nice nap...until i got disturbed by my little brother several times...from 7am-7.30am...about 5-6 times he kept entering my room just to find my WC3 and D2 cds which i kept from him as he is still VERY VERY YOUNG...in the end, i locked my room door and i finally got back to sleep...wasn't that easy because i was still fuming internally after being disturbed countless times...

Hmm...what else to add...nothing more i guess...except that i can't wait for the next session of my ice skating...ladeedaa....
People should take up skating...my friends don't wanna skate simply because they are afraid of falling =( sigh...

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Personal quote

2006-07-19T22:21:00.001+08:00

Don't think of how things suck...instead try to think of the good points then you won't hate it.
I hated things at the beginning but after looking at it from a different angle, i gradually liked it more and more...

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Pirates of the Caribbean

2006-07-16T03:06:00.000+08:00

Waited for this movie for quite a while already...finally it came..enjoyed it totally even though i watched it at 11.40pm...it lasted for approximately 2hrs 15mins...funny and some parts kept me on the edge of my seat...
Captain Jack Sparrow got eaten up by the sea crack...and he died? The next installment of it shall show him alive >.< Rum is good for pirates, it makes them go cuckoo...this movie seems to be with weird monsters...1st was skeletons, now sea creatures...whats next?
"Hide the rum", thats what Captain Jack says when Elizabeth wants to come on board the ship...how did Captain Jack get his useless compass? From a witch...it doesn't work because it only goes where he truly wants to go...They fight for a heart...Davey Jones of the Flying Dutchman...many many other things happened but i'm just mixing the whole thing up...so it doesn't actually sound that good so i shall stop -.-"
Yo ho Yo Ho...A pirates life for me...This is a movie not to be missed...

Made a trip down to the PC Bunk at Dhoby Ghaut MRT station to check out the maple place...WoW was i shocked...so many high levels hang out there..lvl 100++ people...from girls, guys to ahpek...super eye opener...tired now...time to go take a bath then sleep...

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Stressful day...but ended well...

2006-07-15T00:39:00.001+08:00

Havent blogged in 2 days because there was nothing special...only busy busy busy...stressful APM project...supposed to do an A & P proposal..the only reason why this was stressful compared to the other projects is because there was no guideline given to us...we were free to express in any way we want...

Rushed it through today...the meeting time was supposed to be at 9am...i was there at 8.40am...waited and waited...ended up...1 came at 9am, next at 9.30am, next at 10am...the last member i have no idea what time she came because i left for lecture already...they stayed back in the library to do it..my group skipped lecture and tutorials for the whole day...i only skipped the lecture and tutorial after the break...we were rushing like mad...i was too...because i don't bring my notebook charger to school...so when i finally know how to do it, my notebook will always die out on me...
Project cost=$100+...Super waste money on 1 project...
Stayed back until 6pm...cut and paste everything nice nice...i left earlier because i had to go ice skating...so i am not sure how it progressed after that..

Ice skating was funny...the people are soooo funny...they do the funniest thing...today they do thousand hand buddha...can't stop laughing...and another one put ice into someone's shoe for fun..haha...still so many other things happened...

1st time i went to dinner with them after skating...yet again they do the funniest things at dinner...left at around 11.15pm...then head home...tomorrow still going out to watch movie...

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End of World Cup

2006-07-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

Watched the final match...France VS Italy...was rooting for Italy to win...missed the 1st 8mins of the game because i was playing Dota...then i heard France was going to get a penalty shot...i immediately quit my Dota, switched off the com and went to the tv to watch the match...Zidane scored the 1st goal...by a penalty kick...France always get penalty kick -.-
Finally Italy scored soon after...and it was the end of the goals all the way till penalty kicks..Italy has a nice defensive strategy..Buffon saved some superb goals...Zidane headbutt an italian player prolly because that guy said some really awful things but we won't get to know what words were exchanged to cause that kind of attack...which resulted in the french losing i guess...well who cares Italy won...thats all that matters to me :D

Slept for like 2hrs then had to get up for school...so sleepy but i forced myself...ended up sleeping in class...so tired...but can't sleep properly in lecture because the position is just so uncomfortable...shouldn't have came...because today the attendence was attrocious..guess i'm 1 of those stupid idiots who die die also must come to school for attendence...sigh...can i try to break some rules? =
Anyway...Japanese class was fun as usual...learned about how japanese celebrate christmas...so funny....unlike Singapore where majority don't celebrate christmas...kinda sad...same goes for my family...i think this year i'll make it different...about time presents were actually exchanged...and sensei asked me to draw santa's pet...a reindeer...i hesitated...then drew the head...it looked quite ok...until the body...then sensei started saying "Kowaii desuyo"...and everyone started laughing..i couldn't stop laughing myself...it was such an ugly reindeer...hahaha and kind of freaky too...then a friend said out "bakemono" and sensei went..."so yo.."
HaHa...funny funny...not an art student :P so obviously i cant draw haha...

Came home and watched tv...but fell asleep a few times while watching...too tired...but now i'm awake and listening to music...and do projects at the same time...many due soon...must really rush now...

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World cup!!~

2006-07-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

Spent my last night over at a friend's place where we watched the 3rd placing for the World Cup...Germany won it over Portugal =D 1st matched i ever watched totally and enjoyed every single bit of it ^.^
Before the match, we met at Orchard for dinner...had Pepper Lunch...wasn't that bad except for the spring onions and tremendous amount of corn they put which i didn't like at all..nono not 1 bit...after that, we still had hours to spend...so we decided to go E2Max at level 9 Cineleisure...this time, we booked a room...5 coms with an XBox...an hour cost $25...we spent 4hrs there...
THE ROOM WAS SO COOL!! I WISH I HAD A ROOM LIKE THAT!! LOVED IT SOOO MUCH THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE THE PLACE!!!!!!! AHHhhhhhhhhhh.......i miss it already...
Played Dota, Cs, Gunbound during the gaming time...so fun to play together with friends...
Left the place at around 12am or so...then left for friend's house and arrived at around...12.45am...kinda rude to be going to a person's house so late...well, we stayed up and chatted while waiting for the match to start...

The next morning, we left at around 9am...and i went home...didn't want to sleep but i came home, took a bath and fell asleep soon after...until around 4pm...i woke up...watched pirates of the caribbean...now Las Vegas is about to start...and i'll be catching the finals of the World Cup later...Italy VS France...hope the team i support wins...then i can win money!!! Time for tv...

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Laughable day.........

2006-07-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

Tense day...sooooo tense...but can't stop laughing today in school...my other friends keep joking =X
School day boring...so won't talk about it...lecture made me so bored and sleepy...when i got home to get my skating boots i almost fell asleep...but forced myself to go to the rink...which perked me up alot ^.^

Today the rink was super crowded...don't know why ?_?
Unless those weren't people @.@....

To Jeff if u ever read this:
Thanks for your advise :) you made me feel alot better...very caring person u are =P
Once again thanks ^,^

I finally managed to get the hockey brake right...now all i want to learn is to shoot ice from the hockey brake...alot alot alot of ice...

Met my primary school friend at the rink today...she didn't recognise me...did i change that much =S
Chatted a bit and then skated off...but how big is the rink...of course we keep bumping into each other...not literally of course...

Now my legs are aching...aching alot alot alot!~ So tired...but i still want to maple a bit before i sleep...my mage is finally lvl 30 :D after 3 days -.- so slow!~ Now i got a fire mage...can't wait to hit lvl 40 then i have maxed out fire arrow...to get that lvl i might be taking around 1month -.- no hurry anyway so its all cool :D

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FUCKING SHITTERS!$#@&@#

2006-07-06T17:58:00.000+08:00

CCB TODAY SUPPOSED TO BE A FUCKING GOOD DAY. I WAKE UP EARLY TO DO MY ABT PROJECT IN SCHOOL, EVERYTHING WENT WELL UNTIL I STARTED MY APM PROJECT.
FUCKING HELL I GIVE SO MANY CB IDEAS ALREADY GIVE GIVE GIVE GIVE GIVE STILL SAY NEVER GIVE! IF DUN HAVE ANY IDEAS WHERE U FUCKING START FROM KNS STILL KPKB! PLS LA SOME PEOPLE NEVER EVEN CONTRIBUTE ANY FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT, NOT EVEN 1 TINY SPECK STILL DARE TO KP ABOUT OTHERS. I THINK YOU HAVE NO SHITASS RIGHT TO GIVE ANY OPINION WHEN U NEVER EVEN DO ANYTHING. STILL ACT SO BIG AND RIGHTEOUS. PUI AR KNN. WHAT IDEA U GIVE? GIVE IDEA WHEN NOT EVEN PRACTICAL AND STILL CAN SAY MINE BETTER LA U SHUTUP. I GIVE MY COMMENTS U RUN ME DOWN? FUCK U LA OK UR IDEA NOT EVEN SHIT AS HELL PRACTICAL. CB WAD SHIT U EVEN FUCKING DOING? U WAN IMPRACTICAL IDEAS I SHOOT NON STOP AT YOU ALSO CAN OK KNN. HAD GOOD PLANS ABOUT HOW IT WAS GOING TO GO ABOUT NOW I SHALL NOT EVEN FUCKING CARE ANYMORE. I WONT CONTRIBUTE ANY MORE SHITASS IDEAS. WANT A BRAIN? GO GET 1 YOURSELF. I GOT WORK TO DO I GOT WORK TO DO. PLS LA GOT WORK BIG FUCK AR? NO MONEY PAY SCHOOL FEES? DUN SCHOOL LA. WANT TO SCHOOL? GET GOOD GRADES AND GET SCHOLARSHIP LA FUCKING CB. COMPLAIN HOW BAD YOUR PARENTS ARE DUN GIVE U MONEY BLA BLA BLA I SERIOUSLY DUN GIB A FUCK ABOUT YOUR FAMILY BACKGROUND. I THINK THE WAY I WANT. YAAAA I GIVE U SMILES IN YOUR FACE BUT I AM CURSING THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR LIFE. I AM A DECEIVER CANT HANDLE IT? TOO BAD! THIS PROJECT=FUCKED UP ALREADY AND I HAVE NO MORE MOTIVATION TO DO A GOOD JOB IN IT.
ADDING TO THIS SHIT, GOING HOME, STILL FUCKING PISSED SO I DIDN'T WISH TO TALK TO ANYONE. BOARDED A DIFFERENT BUS SO I COULD HAVE MY OWN SPACE TO FUCKING COOL DOWN BUT NOOOOOO THE BUS WAS EQUALLY AS BAD. THIS CB HCJC STUDENT...WALK UP THE BUS...AIR SMELL NORMAL...GO BEHIND FUCKING BASTARD STINK THE BUS CB...I SAT DOWN AT THE BACK...2MINS LATER I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I MOVE TO THE FUCKING FRONT TO BREATHE PROPER AIR...OTHER NP STUDENTS GO TO THE BACK ALSO BUAY TAHAN GO TO THE FRONT...AND SAY WAH KNN THAT FUCKING GUY SIBEI CHAO AR PUI...PLS LA GO JC STILL DUNNO PROPER BASIC COURTESY AR CB...GOT BRAINS BUT NO COMMON SENSE STUPID FUCKER...I DONT THINK JC STUDENTS ARE LIKE THIS...HOW DID U FUCKING GET IN? PAY YOUR WAY IN ISSIT? SELL YOUR FUCKING BODY AR KNN...WAIT YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT ANYWAY SO ITS IMPOSSIBLE...FINALLY HE FUCKING LEFT AND THOSE PEOPLE THAT SHIFTED WITH ME SAID WAH FINALLY THAT CB LEAVE SIA...DAMN FUCKING IDIOTS SPOIL A PERFECT DAY

THINK THIS COOLS ME DOWN? NO! I AM STILL FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING PISSED SO FUCKING PISSED THAT IF I HAD A PUNCHING BAG I WOULD BE BLOODY FUCKING HELL PUNCHING THE SHIT OUT OF IT. WHEN I LEARN VOODOO I THINK THERE WOULD BE MANY PEOPLE ON MY HITLIST JUST WAIT AND SEE ONE DAY I SHALL DO IT! MAYBE EVEN LEARN CURSES TO FUCKING CURSE YOUR WHOLE SHITTY LIFE THAT YOU WISH YOU WOULDN'T BE FUCKING BORN TO THIS WORLD IN THE FIRST PLACE.

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Kayoubi~

2006-07-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up early and left for school at around 11am although my class only starts at 1pm...on the way to the bus-stop, i passed through the normal route, under some HDB blocks...only this time...hella load of cockroaches around...big big ones...some dead some alive, dead ones lay flat on the floor with the legs inwards above their bodies...*Ew thinking about it gives me the creeps*...and those that lived...were crawling about...on the floor and walls...chotto kowaii desuyo!~ Totally gross...disgusting...unsightly...YUCKS! Freaking hell...i hate fumigation...and roaches...they should be freaking extinct from this planet...they don't serve any purpose except be a pest to us...YUCKSssss...Whats more, as i was walking, this mother was teaching her small kid, whom she just fetched from school...how to kill roaches...step step step...and her kid was following...around her, i saw at least 10-15 dead roaches...sheesh...people with low education come up with the weirdest things O.O

Arrived in school and i sat down to do my tutorial...until i got stuck at one question...and i got stuck stuck stuck...time was running out so i left for my class...just 2 questions left undone...

IS class was fun as usual...funny to be exact...this is the 2nd kind of class that makes me smile and smile non-stop...the 1st would be my japanese class ^.^
Best thing was...lecturer said she would be inviting a japanese lecturer to class next week to give a talk on japanese etiquette...tanoshii desuyo...dare ga kimasu ka...sa...raishyuu wa mite desu!

Class ended 1hr earlier..so i went to the library to continue doing the tutorial...stuck at the 1st question and couldn't complete it...gave up and went home instead at 5.15pm...feeling of failure overran me...because i couldn't complete my work!@

Bah...came back and played maplestory instead...didn't play long because i didn't have much time...spent 1hr to lvl to 25 only...so pathetic...still got 5 more levels till next job...
Seriously...kids are really irritating+stupid+act big...primary school kids really have to learn alot...or they will get themselves into a huge load of shit next time...anyway, now i have alot of time...should be doing projects instead...but i think i'll be playing CS or maybe maple...don't know which...but ya...i'll be gaming so...

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Getsuyobi!~

2006-07-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

Skipped my ABT retest today...so i had alot of time to sleep =P

Got up at around 10am...got myself ready and listened to some music before leaving for school at 11.15+am...reached school at 12pm and went to the library...got down and did some work before lecture started at 1pm...lecture lecture...then tutorial...had presentations during tutorial, 2 groups presented...quality of work of both groups were of different standards...totally different standards...well, who am i to judge.

Seems to me that...the phrase 'who are you to judge' can really shut a person =) I have been using it so often recently...and those that judge others should look at themselves 1st before they make comments =
After tutorial, went to the library to complete my japanese assignments...and then 1/2 an hour before my japanese class started, i went to the canteen to get some food to munch along the way...while walking down the stairs, this I****N man ran behind me so fast...then he slowed down and tailed behind my back...and started mumbling some words...i felt irritated so i moved to the side...and he followed behind me...fucking idiotic guy...so i walked even faster...and the bastard still followed behind me...then i went to the bench where there were alot of people and sat down...and looked at him...he looked at me then pretended to walk away...sickening assclown...

I ate my tako-pachi then...finished it and went to class...shimata ne...testo wa ooi no misu desu...zannen desuyo...tabun mata kanji no quizzu wa ganbarimasu...te-form wa amari wakarimasen...Nihon no class owari desu kara kairu yo...

Met my ice skating friend on the bus...and we chatted about ice skating...reached home, ate dinner and watched some tv...i skipped desperate housewives because it was more reruns again...boring...next up will be grey's anatomy...so i will be watching that..tomorrow will be a short day :) 4 hours of school...but i think its going to be a self introduction part...so i shall get myself ready for that first...

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shopping spreeee!~~~

2006-07-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

Didn't blog yesterday because i sat in front of a square box moving my fingers and eyes around it only...wanted to maple but i couldn't because the server was full...ended up CS-ing the whole day...and watch TV in the night...and managed to log on to the server to lvl my magician...only could play for around 2hrs because it was already quite late into the night...from lvl 21 to lvl 24 only now :( still so low...aiming to get 40...

Today, normal morning activites...and after that, went to Takashimaya to do some shopping...finally...about time i started...over a month since the MY sale started...and its about to end soon...bought new clothes and a pair of shoes...total spending was a whopping $300+...talk about extravagance...well, this is only the beginning...wanted to buy some things that were on display a week ago...but they seemed to have changed and disappeared...sigh...guess if i see things i like the next time i'll buy it on the spot...least it goes away the next time i want to buy it...

No chance to play games today because too busy...and i couldn't concentrate on the game after 5mins...so i quit and went to listen to music...and fell asleep soon after...then i got up at around 7.30pm to watch 'Legally Blonde'...not that i haven't watched it before...its just a good movie that i wouldn't mind watching over and over again =)

Well, Las Vegas is about to start so i shall sign off now...tomorrow awaits me...

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rush rush rush!~ (30.6.06)

2006-07-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

Everything was so rushy today...morning woke up...spent too long in the shower pondering over my thoughts...so came out of the toilet later than usual...then i still had to do many many things...in the end, looked at my watched...MY GOD...it was already 9.20am...i was going to be late...so i rushed out of the house to the bus-stop...i saw the bus come...i could have ran for it...but i didn't want to...wrong choice...ended up waiting another 10mins for the next service to arrive...reached lecture theatre at 10.10am...almost late...1st thing i did was complete my tutorial...rushed through it as well...after that was ABT tutorial...its boring and always will be boring....then it was lunch time...

Rushed through lunch as well...because i had to print out the tutorial i had completed...so went to the library and rushed through the printing...and then had to rush to next class...we were late already...arrived at class...2.14:40pm...still not considered late =D 20secs more...so close ^.^
After the PYM tutorial, it was PYM lecture...lecturer left tutorial class early...had 20mins to spare so ended up having fun in class...left the classroom at 2.55pm to hand in the assignments i had collected from the class...everyone hadn't stapled their assignments together so i had a heap of paper...i felt that if this was going to be handed up like this, it would be quite disrespectful to the lecturer...so before handing it in, i borrowed a stapler from the office and stapled all of it together. Then of course i had to rush to the lecture theatre :)

Couldn't wait for it to end...because i wanted to rush home to get my skates and go ice skating...it ended at 4.30pm...was hoping for an earlier release...but its alright...rushed home...arrived at only 5.30pm....i set up my DVD player for recording the new season of Smallville and Charmed...spent quite a long time...and it didn't work at all...no chance to watch the 1st episode...sigh...nevermind, rushed to the ice skating rink, left home at around 6.10pm...arrived there at only 6.30pm...skated and skated...finally managed to get the hockeybrake =) Happy happy...time to learn more things...can't wait for next week...wheeeeee.....

Left the rink at about 9.45pm...walked to the interchange...and the bus i am taking was already boarding...so i ran and ran..it was quite a distance but i managed to catch it...super rush that was...wasn't sweating at the beginning...but after like 5mins on the bus, i was sweating on my head...finally reached home...and called my friends...to check on whether i can bet for tonight's match...eventually, couldn't bet on any...wanted to bet on Germany...but guess it didn't happen...everywhere was closed already...sad...but in the end, it was a tied match Germany V Argentina 1-1 Ha...which meant lady luck was on my side and prevented me from betting knowing that i will lose...so lucky =D

Well, i'll be betting on Brazil tomorrow...thats for sure...unless something happens again and stops me from betting...time to go sleep now...feeling very tired...

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wootieZzz...

2006-06-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

Such a tired tired day!~ Practical 1st lesson started at 8am...hate classes that start so early...i want to sleep...ZzZ
Went on with practical and our project was given to us...to build a house model...the teacher thinks we are idiots -.-"
When i was measuring and cutting the vanguard sheet...he has to make this comment...
"Wah..this guy actually know how to do this..."
Omg...what the hell...geez...these are all secondary school work...and in primary school, we already had to build these kinda houses...so you think yours is very difficult? I beg to differ...yours is actually very very easy...the tedious part is the cutting and measurement only...i want everything to be accurate so i waste alot of time...but accuracy is what i like...perfection to a certain point...

Next was tutorial APM...had a well done for the common test...WHeEee...i'm glad :) but it wasn't an A...too bad...try harder next time...had lunch after that...watched some part of the Scary Movie 4 which i had already downloaded...funny...really funny movie...

After that was lecture..i fell asleep again during APM lecture...soooo sleepy =Woke up when she ended her lecture...and it was next lecture...ABT...hell...didn't know if i should laugh or be serious...the lecturer shouted at us because he was pissed off that nobody was listening to him...he sounded hella funny...i actually wanted to laugh...but i kept it to myself...and i was laughing real hard inside...

Soon...time passed and it was time for tutorial...RER...sheesh...didn't do the tutorial and started to panic...but i acted like nothing was happening..."Yes...i'm a great pretender(Sing it out ^.^)"
Couldn't wait for that class to end...then go home to continue leveling my Magician...

Played maple for about 3hrs+...from lvl 14 to lvl 21...soon...i shall get my 2nd job and be a fire mage...had planned to be a cleric..but think it will be quite weak so i shall go for the strongest class =) 9 more levels to go...should be there by next week...so far i spend 8hrs+ to get 21 lvls..great achievement...hAhA~

Lost today was a great episode...flashback on Said's past...i think Said has the most interesting past among all the characters played there...soldier+torturer...cool :)
Just completed 1/2 of my RER tutorial..cant do other part due to lack of information so i have to complete it tomorrow in school...

Tomorrow is going to be a SUPER day because its ICE SKATING TIME =D
TANOSHIIIIIIIIII!!!!~~JAaa...mata ashita =)

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